I've always watched retired people around me retire young, travel whenever and wherever they want, having the life of leisure. 

When we put money aside for retirement, that life is the goal in my head.  

But I chased a version of that when I was a single mom, too. But time went too quickly and I didn't feel as good as I thought. 

Even now, I have a dream for the way my day to day life should look...sometimes I get it, but I don't get the satisfaction that I think it should bring me.   

What is my problem? 

Do you feel the same way? What do you dream your day to day life to look like?