Conversations with everyday people who are experiencing God.
Conversations with everyday people who are experiencing God.

Matthew Sutherlin didn’t just struggle with addiction — he was trapped in a darkness he couldn’t escape.
Raised in the shadow of generational crime, prostitution, and addiction, Matthew’s life spiraled into IV meth use, sexual addiction, and deep New Age deception. Searching for freedom, he tried everything — yoga, manifestation, altered states, and radical sexual liberation — but the deeper he went, the more he realized something unsettling.
This wasn’t just psychological.
Something was controlling him.
In this raw and honest conversation, Matthew shares how addiction became a doorway into spiritual oppression, how “losing inhibitions” only tightened the grip of darkness, and what it felt like to reach a place where he truly couldn’t stop. What followed wasn’t religion — it was a personal encounter that changed everything.
In this episode, you’ll hear:
⇨ How generational darkness affected his life in ways he didn’t understand at first
⇨ Why New Age spirituality and self-mastery failed to bring freedom
⇨ The moment God broke through and began restoring what was lost
⇨ What real intimacy with Jesus looks like beyond church and belief
⇨ And how his wife was later healed from stage-4 cancer after doctors said there was no hope
This isn’t a polished testimony. It’s the story of a man who lost everything — and found the One who could actually set him free.
If you’ve ever wondered whether darkness is real…If you’ve questioned whether addiction is more than habit…Or if you’re searching for a God who doesn’t just forgive, but delivers — this conversation matters.
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