October 15, 2023

I was in a dark spot (lol). I wasn’t hanging out with very many people, I would go out after 9 pm, and I would Doordash every meal. I was so emotional about my life that I would just talk to myself and driving around the valley. There were times I would drive all the way to Long Beach to just walk around, listening to music.

“My body wants to go everywhere at once,” is the truest statement of my 20s. “I don’t know what to do first, so I get stuck.” I freeze. I’m in that state of life again. It’s different though, I want to feel in this uncomfortable position I’m in and see what happens.