In this episode of Beyond the Bubble, Andras welcomes Alejandro back to explore deep spiritual topics: yoga, meditation, retreats, ayahuasca, psychedelics, and the search for clarity that followed a long period of anxiety and personal issues.

Alejandro explains how he got to Vipassana (silent) retreats in India, Nepal, and Thailand. These practices helped him observe his emotions, avoid falling into depression, and build the tools he needed to stay open.

Andras and Alejandro discuss the limits of free will, the tension between separation and unity, and the “observer”, the inner presence that notices thoughts and emotions without being driven by them. Alejandro uses a carriage metaphor to explain how the body, emotions, rational mind, and observer fit together, and why most people never develop that inner witness.

The conversation also goes into the ayahuasca experience and trips. Alejandro explains why it should never be a first step, why intention matters, and why expectations can turn the experience into resistance and fear. He describes how ayahuasca brings hidden patterns, ego attachments, and shame to the surface, and why it teaches what a person needs rather than what they want.

They talk about the difference between seeking growth and looking for shortcuts, and why surrender, giving up some control without losing oneself, is one of the hardest parts of any spiritual practice.

They close by discussing broader ideas around consciousness, time perception, and Tantric worldviews that see all experiences, pleasant or difficult, as part of the same reality.

Alejandro stresses that guidance must ultimately come from within, not from gurus or substances, and that the core of the path is strengthening the observer, staying grounded, and moving through life with awareness rather than impulse.