In this episode of The Art of Brainwashing, I share a deeply personal story about navigating love, hesitation, and the fear of choosing someone for life. I married late—at 39—and like many people in modern Korea, I struggled with the pressure, the expectations, and the quiet anxiety of making a lifelong commitment.
I talk about my years of blind dates—over a hundred of them—and yet feeling unable to take a single step forward. Even when I met the woman who would become my wife, I found myself trapped between compatibility and fear, logic and longing.
But one conversation changed everything. A simple moment of honesty—admitting my fear, my uncertainty, and yet choosing to walk together into the unknown—opened a door for both of us.
This episode explores:
Why certainty is overrated in modern relationships
How we “brainwash” ourselves by reframing fear as courage
Why emotional openness is often the turning point in love
What it means to choose a partner as a companion for the unknown future
And why peaceful, steady love might be more precious than dramatic heartbreaks
A reflection for anyone who feels unsure about marriage, love, or taking the next step.
May you find someone who climbs the mountain of the future with you—and makes the journey feel light.