165,200 days ago this is the furthest I remember asking myself before falling asleep; is it really worth going on another day. Yes, there were influences and indications that there was something wrong that brought me towards this question in my early years and teens, but I have always been a fighter so therefore I am still here to tell the tale. During the 1980’s I was to young to know better or realize that these were not normal thoughts or my behaviours and actions when I look back ties int...