After a powerful medicine journey with an intention to unblock self-expression, Tyler shares a real-time reflection on what unfolded. What began as a search for cause and clarity evolved into a total dissolution of identity, structure, and perception. In this episode, he explores the exhaustion of forcing meaning, the illusion of structure, and what it means to simply be. He wrestles with detachment, the paradox of meaninglessness, and the unexpected guidance to stop trying to contribute in the ways he once believed mattered. Through metaphors, family moments, and honest confusion, this is a deep integration of surrender, curiosity, and merging with the now.