In this BTS episode, Joel tells his story: growing up in a Christian home, getting turned off by “just trust God” answers, and throwing himself into school, music, and swimming instead. He shares how God used welcome-week boba, honest talks with mentors, and a spring retreat to break through his resistance. Now a team intern, Joel reflects on staying in Chicago, going to the Loop, Cambodia, and learning that everyone needs the gospel—not just people like him.