
Part 2 of Ages 18–24 picks up at my first job in the career I went to school for — and the reality that it wasn’t what I imagined.
What looked like a dream job quickly turned into anxiety, performance warnings, embarrassment, and a hit to my confidence that followed me for years.
In this episode, I talk about:
How it felt to land my “dream” internship
The pressure of trying to look successful while secretly struggling
Performance warnings, mistakes, and feeling like an imposter
The leader whose treatment damaged my confidence — and what it taught me about the kind of leader I’d never become
The moment I knew I had to leave
Moving back home and rebuilding from scratch
The power of warm introductions and how my network saved my career
This episode is for anyone who has ever:
felt not good enough
stayed in a job too long
been scared to admit they were struggling
worried about disappointing family or friends
I learned the hard way that failure isn’t the end — it’s the beginning of self-awareness.
Sometimes the wrong job teaches you more than the right one ever could.
Thanks for listening, and welcome to Part 2.