Courageous Conversations: Childhood Trauma, Faith, & Healing - Pt 1 (Ep. 181) Listen and watch for an honest and compassionate conversation with author and recovery leader David Zailer as we explore the impact of childhood trauma and the long road toward healing. David opens up about surviving sexual abuse within the church, growing up with a narcissistic parent, and carrying the emotional fallout of a deeply dysfunctional home. Together, we talk through the coping mechanisms he developed, the shame and confusion he carried for years, and how these early wounds helped shape his addiction. We also dive into the realities of gaslighting, family dynamics, and that moment in recovery when Scripture and faith finally began to feel real. David shares how therapy, safe people, and spiritual awakening became turning points in his healing journey. This episode is raw, hope-filled, and deeply relatable for anyone navigating their own recovery or supporting someone they love. It’s the first in a two-part series — with Part 2 focusing on the Christian 12 Steps and David’s book Our Journey Home.