Being in the World, Part One: the Story of Everybody's Life. Ontology, the science of Beingness, reveals deep insights about the nature of human life and experience. An ontological analysis of the human condition—our way of being—shows that our everyday social relations give us a particular kind of preoccupation with the world. This 'care about the world' involves us in a network of conditions and actions we do not choose, leading us away from our authentic self. 

Look up 'ontology'—not just in the dictionary, or not only in the dictionary, but also on Wikipedia and on some philosophy sites. Get some background. Ontology is not well understood, and there's a reason for that. It is omitted from the curriculum of all government-sponsored schools. Don't believe me? Look up John Taylor Gatto, and he'll give you the background on that, how the school system was designed, and why it was designed to be the way it is. They're trying to train up compliant factory workers. That's the program. So you get trained to be a factory slave for over twelve years of your life—and you never looked into the design philosophy of the institution that you spent your childhood in?

You need to remedy that.