In this deeply personal episode series, I share the painful journey that led to my first suicide attempt, a journey shaped by the weight of a toxic and unhealthy marriage. I opened up about the emotional turmoil, isolation, and constant strain that slowly pushed me deeper into depression and anxiety. It wasn't just one moment - it was a buildup of silent suffering and unresolved pain that eventually brought me to my breaking point.  Join me as I reflect on these moments and explore how the cracks beneath the surface finally gave way. If you've ever felt overwhelmed by your own struggles or want to understand what its like to be in that headspace, this episode is for you. You are not alone - I've been there too. Instagram: @ivebeentheretoo_podcast