In this episode, I share the harsh reality of life after my first suicide attempt - admitting myself to the hospital, and trying to process the overwhelming shame, confusion, and hopelessness that followed. I talk about the ongoing mental and emotional toll of being trapped in a toxic marriage, a situation that only deepened my despair and pushed me toward a second attempt. This time, survival was anything but certain. I take you through where my mind was, the battles I fought internally, and how I came terrifyingly close to not making it back. Instagram: @ivebeentheretoo_podcast