It is almost time to retrospect 2019 for me..it was nothing better I think, my shit got bigger and bigger in my relationships and reached another tipping point this year as usual, the messy things got more messier, struggle to fix myself by breaking others continued, my quest to find myself at the expense of deserting others continued, lost more love and gave very little love, and at the end still remained this confused lonely soul figuring out what I am in real at the end..The good things were to keep myself away from the hate brought by politics and religions and to keep hating them more and more, to practice and to learn the use of a DSLR Camera, to be fascinated by Gary Vaynerchuck that I can talk confidently of love-empathy-motivation and all now freely, even in a business and management environment and got more and more love in the work place, tried creating voice notes to shed some more shyness..and the last happiest thing at the end of this year was to see my partner and the people shattered by me gathering their broken parts themselves and standing strong and happy, holding their own love and happiness close to their heart than ever before, I am really grateful and happy for them..Good bye for another year and expecting the journey more calmer and silent the coming year..Love and Prayers to All My Friends and Loved Ones for the New Year 2020..#HappyNewYear2020 - Jai Joy