Jan Leeming concludes the reading of her autobiography 'Addicted to Love' - taking us back to 2002. Romance beckons again and leads to a move to Kent.  She talks of her friendship with Jill Dando "I was incredibly flattered when Jill told me I'd been her role model in my days at HTV" and how sunflowers remind her of her. Then returning home she finds a note from her husband and her world falls apart "It took a second or two for reality to dawn.  I still remember the cold shiver that went through my body despite the warmth of the day.  I felt dizzy and faint and heard an agonized cry from a long distance.  I realised the cry was mine." This is the final episode of this series of Jan Leeming's 'Addicted to Love'.  The series will be back later in the year. "In the words of Audrey Hepburn's character in the film, Roman Holiday - 'I was born with an enormous need for affection and a terrible need to give it.'  I am 'Addicted to Love.'"