Having a conversation with myself about substance use, breaking hearts, asexuality, antidepressants, taboos, dating one's self, analog love, Papa the product, being a vessel for others' sexual projections, psylocybin, losing my virginity real late like madddd late dawg, romantic ethics, caring for others more than the self looking like an eating disorder, morning pages and cold dips and personal anti-suicidal protocol, weed simply not slapping anymore, and falling in love 40 times a year. This season we tacklingggggg