After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, hosts Ryan and Rachel discuss their experiences of celebrating the holidays sober. They reflect on the challenges and joys of being present during this festive season, especially in light of personal losses and the importance of mindfulness. The conversation touches on navigating holiday stress, the significance of remembrance for loved ones lost, and finding joy and purpose in sobriety. They share practical tips for managing anxiety and stress during holiday gatherings, emphasizing the importance of self-care and support from loved ones.