After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Amanda shares her journey through addiction, recovery, and personal growth. From her challenging childhood and early influences to her experiences with substance use, Amanda opens up about her rock bottom moment that led her to seek help. She discusses the importance of treatment, healing from trauma, and the lessons learned during her six months of sobriety. Amanda emphasizes the need for self-love, the significance of community support, and her aspirations for the future as she embraces a sober lifestyle.