After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Amanda shares her profound journey through addiction, trauma, and recovery. From her struggles with alcohol and the impact of personal loss to her path towards sobriety and self-acceptance, Amanda's story is one of resilience and transformation. She discusses the importance of surrounding oneself with positive influences, the challenges of navigating relationships, and the ongoing journey of healing and personal growth. Amanda's candid reflections offer valuable insights for anyone facing similar struggles, emphasizing the power of community, self-reflection, and the pursuit of a healthier lifestyle.