After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
In this powerful episode, Jessica opens up about the emotional journey of a mother fighting her way through the family court system. She shares the heartbreak of losing her child to foster care and the overwhelming fear, guilt, and uncertainty that come with it. Jessica reflects on the complicated dynamics within her family, the weight of past decisions, and the struggle to rebuild trust and stability while navigating a system that can feel stacked against you. Through her honesty, she sheds light on the emotional toll that court battles place on parents—and the strength, resilience, and hope required to keep showing up. This conversation is a raw look at pain, accountability, and the courage it takes to fight for your family and your future.