In this segment I will be walking you through my spiritual awakening & describing how aspects of my journey(and life in general) deconstructed my mental framework around Christianity. This is a 19 min introduction into the illusions, that I became aware of while still being a "believer".  Please keep in mind since time is not linear, the events of a spiritual awakening do not play out in chronological order. There will be experiences referenced for the purpose of foreshadowing, that may not be dissected until later in the series.