I realize that I don't really care to go back to the time in 2025 where i kept getting a new injury every weak or my other health issues. Maybe i'll abandon them, maybe I won't.
I also realize i'm at the precipise of 300 and that I am not really into singing really badly for my own humilation / for the ritual of it but at the same time I kinda hate myself so I feel I should. Maybe I do episode 299a 299b etc forever and skip 300 altogether till some random day I feel like doing something dumb.