As I go through this Becoming of The Authentic Self, I am taken back to a time of great self-loathing, disconnection, ungratefulness, and lack of self-awareness to the point of destructive behaviour. Lack of awareness will have the ability to cause harm of all kinds to the Self, the physical form, others, our environment, and life in general. My lack of appreciation for the development of my given physical form, and the experienced abuse, led me to making a decision based upon pain. I thought that decision would've brought me happiness as well as beauty. I was wrong. I have lived with the decision to abuse my body for many years. Hidden behind a lie of worthiness, self-love and gratefulness. Worthiness, self-love and gratefulness is learned. Not by another human being, not by learning to be positive-minded even, but by the Perfect Wisdom Of God that is guided by Perfect Love. Which requires a learned experienced. Love teaches you about Unity and how that Unity Perfects Oneself. I am still learning how to see myself without judgement through the process of seeing myself as Perfectly Made. By only being destroyed, is that even possible. Perfection and Life is always created through destruction. And Spirit is always the One in control. Please come back to understand more about 'Milk & Honey.' Much Love, health and healing, Christy, The Intimate Warrior. Contact me for one on one Light sessions that'll answer questions about your ascension and your Higher Self. Free spiritual message with sign-up included. Donations accepted and appreciated through PayPal @ theintimatwarrior23@Gmail.com in the form of "friend" or donation link below. https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=ZWHCAMMHZLDN6 Follow and contact info: theintimatewarrior23@gmail.com Get Connected on Youtube and Patreon. https://youtube.com/channel/UCROLmjHRqVqc4YMaM0zDPCQ https://www.patreon.com/Theintimatewarrior Check me out on my new podcast at: https://anchor.fm/theintimatewarrior Also on Spotify, and Pocket Cast, Breaker, Google & More. https://www.facebook.com/TheIntimateWarrior/ https://www.instagram.com/The_intimate_warrior/ #thirdeye #illumination #shiva #love #God #theintimatewarrior #ascension #merkaba #electrons #protons #neutrons #vehicleoflight #trinity #unity #multidimensional #starseed #diamondsunbody #christos #aurora #sophia #christ #threefoldflame #violetflame #gaia #8D #12D #sacredsecretion #solar #lunar #goldenegg #micro #macro #channelingspirit