If rest feels uncomfortable for you, it is not a personal failing. Many women lawyers struggle to slow down because rest disrupts an identity built on being the one who holds everything together.
So many attorneys sit down to rest and feel anything but calm: the buzzing in your chest, the mental to do list, the guilt, the urge to check your email “just in case.” It's easy to assume you're bad at resting. But that reaction isn't a flaw. It's conditioning. It's identity shaped long before your legal career.
This episode of The Lawyer Burnout Solution explores why stillness feels unfamiliar for high achieving women in law and why rest can feel like emptiness instead of relief. Rest doesn't just interrupt your schedule. It interrupts the version of yourself you have relied on to stay competent, responsible, and in control.
Heather explains how productivity becomes part of your personality, how early expectations blend with legal culture to create an Always On way of living, and why your nervous system reacts the moment you stop performing. She also shares a moment that captures what it feels like when the Always On identity finally meets stillness, something many women lawyers quietly describe even when everything looks fine on the outside.
In this episode you will learn:
• Why rest often triggers anxiety, guilt, or the urge to get back up
• How the role of the responsible one becomes an identity you do not know how to set down
• Why stillness can feel like losing control or losing usefulness
• How legal culture and gender conditioning shape your relationship with rest
• Why rest brings up emptiness and why that sensation is the beginning of reconnection
• The belief shift that makes rest feel less like a threat and more like returning to yourself
Drawing on identity conditioning, nervous system patterns, and years of coaching women attorneys, Heather explains why discomfort with rest is not evidence that something's wrong with you. It's evidence that you've been carrying more than anyone realizes. Rest is where the parts of you that don't run on responsibility finally have room to surface.
If you're ready to understand your resistance to rest without shame and reconnect with the parts of you that have been missing from your daily life, this episode offers a grounded and compassionate path forward.
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Full Show Notes and Transcript:
031 Why Rest Feels Uncomfortable: The Always On Identity
https://www.heathermillscoaching.com/blog/031-why-rest-feels-uncomfortable
Related Episode:
Episode 010 The Guilt of Rest: Why It Feels Impossible for Women in Law to Take a Break (Even When You Know You Need It)
https://www.heathermillscoaching.com/blog/010-the-guilt-of-rest-why-it-feels-impossible-for-women-in-law-to-take-a-break