This episode? It’s not just classically Clam and clever. It’s confession.

In this Lonely Clam segment, I get raw—like edited-out-the-ugly-cry raw. Featuring a Tarot reading that came for my whole life, and a deep dive into why I keep attracting relationships that feel like emotional déjà vu.

This isn’t about religion. It’s about the quiet, lasting imprints of belief systems and how they can shape the way we love, lose, and forget ourselves. I talk gaslighting, boundaries, emotional flashbacks, and the quieter parts of healing. (Not me, baby—I’m loud and I’m proud.)

If you’ve ever felt like your worth was conditional—on obedience, forgiveness, or being “easy to love”—I hope this makes you feel a little less weird. A little less alone in your shell.

Thanks for swimming with me.