This episode was never meant to be shared this early.
It was supposed to be a private video, an archive for a future audience, a behind the scenes moment I thought I would keep to myself. But life… but God… but the I AM within me… had other plans...

to be deeply human, deeply honest, deeply me.

Somewhere between my tears, my daughter coming outside with a mouthful of chocolate (still unclear whether her daddy said yes or not), the bird poop on the chair, and me teaching basic tapping points to you as I work to calm my own nervous system… something real cracked open.

This is the true me.
Not a highlight reel.
Not a finished/polished version.

Just me... crying, talking around what I’m navigating, finding myself in teacher-mode a time or to and ultimately, deciding to let you in anyway... now, rather than later.

If you have ever felt overwhelmed, alone, or unsure whether to hide or heal… this one is for you.