This was an on-the-fly podcast at an airport in Kentucky as I reflected on how far I have come in 3.5 years. This was a vulnerable and deeply meaningful episode as I shared my story and shined the light on a part of widowhood that is not talked about enough.  It is the moment when the widow's fog lifts, the numbness fades, and you are left facing the true weight of the loss.  This is when I hit rock bottom in late March 2022/early April 2022. There are no guests on this episode.  It is just me sharing my story.  This timeframe was pivotal for me as I picked up the pieces and started to rebuild my life. Take a listen and may what I have to share give you some hope as you take each step forward after your loss.  If you have any questions please reach out to me at widowsthatwine@gmail.com.  Thank you for listening.