Welcome to a new tarot reading format! In this reading, we're diving into which generational cycle you're currently breaking. Choose the animal that resonates with you most, and click that timestamp to get your unique reading!
If you prefer, you can watch on YouTube
TIMESTAMPS:
Intro: 0:00
Pick Your Reading: 2:32
Group 1 (Snake): 4:29
Group 2 (Frog): 21:34
Group 3 (Owl): 37:58
So you understand how your black sheep experience created your low self-worth. But what are you actually supposed to do about it? How are you supposed to fix it with everything else already on your plate?
I created the PERFECT toolkit just for you - it's $50 (because I know you need the price upfront), and it's all at your pace.
The Worthiness Blueprint runs on YOUR terms - there are no start or end dates, no chaotic group chats to keep up with, and no huge Zoom meetings to attend. You get all the content at once and can work through it at your own pace. I had your nervous system in mind when designing every part of this.
The Worthiness Blueprint combines low-mobility, depression friendly, somatic tools, EFT/tapping routines specifically designed to increase your self-worth, AND a teaching section to help you dive even deeper into how your black sheep experience changed your life. It doesn't stop there - it ALSO includes a workbook which brings the teachings right into your life, so you know how and why these lessons matter to YOU.
The Worthiness Blueprint for Black Sheep & Cycle Breakers was designed just for you, and it WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
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In today's episode, I'm breaking down the 3 biggest ways your toxic chidhood is still shaping your adult life.
We're getting into how:
If this episode resonates with you, The Worthiness Blueprint for Black Sheep and Cycle Breakers WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
I designed this self-paced, online course for the black sheep who is ready to heal in a private, safe space without the pressure of a 1:1 session.
The course includes a teaching module to better understand subconscious patterns, a workbook to connect each lesson to your present-day frustrations, a self-worth-focused EFT tapping routine, and a depression and low-mobility-friendly somatic session to regulate your nervous system.
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If you're a black sheep/cycle breaker with a purpose - guided to create, to run a business, to have your own family, or *something* that you're actualizing outside of yourself, this episode is for you.
We often feel so forgotten or isolated on our journey of creation, and this is a massive reminder from my real life that just because you may not see all the evidence yet, you are still making waves.
I've been guided to document and share my business journey recently. I recorded this episode in early September, and for months I've been feeling like something is brewing. This episode was recorded prior to me finding out about the residency, and I know even more will continue to unfold.
If you're ready to break the generational curse of unworthiness, I created The Worthiness Blueprint to guide you through mind-, body-, and spirit-led activations to raise your self-worth today.
Support my journey to attending a writer's residency in France by booking a coaching session or tarot reading - use code RESIDENCY for 50% off my 1:1 services at www.blacksheepexperience.com
Love you! Bye!
This is a super emotional and raw episode that was meant to be just about the residency. I have some difficult family news and an influx of texts from my parents during the recording of this episode that triggered me and I decided to leave it all in so you actually know what's going on in my life. I don't think I've ever been this vulnerable online before, but if you're a diasporic black sheep or cycle breaker you'll definitely understand what's going on for me in this episode.
*Residency Progress Update*
$200 earned out of a total needed of $4,215.6**
Still remaining to earn: $4,015.60
**$4,216 is what I need to pay to fulfill the program fee, but doesn't include flight prices or what I would need to save up to pay for my bills for a month out of work. (I'm still working on calculating that for reasons you'll see in this video.)
How to support me:
Learn more about the writer's residency I got accepted to! https://youtu.be/0QTQaZe7_Dk?si=Zt_Ma3ExwAyxNh80Use code RESIDENCY to book a private reading or coaching session for 50% off! Book via my website only: www.blacksheepexperience.com
Watch the video: https://youtu.be/0QTQaZe7_Dk
I'm SOO excited to share this news with you! As you saw in the video, I can't get to this residency alone. Here are some ways you can help me get there!1. Use code RESIDENCY to get 50% off my self-worth coaching sessions or a live, virtual tarot reading (30- or 60-minutes) on my website: www.blacksheepexperience.com2. Purchase THE WORTHINESS BLUEPRINT, my self-paced online course for black sheep who want to learn how to raise their self-worth: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/challenge-page/771765a6-268c-4f61-a738-d9c2ed0ab6db3. Donate to my tip jar: https://account.venmo.com/u/roshni-betigrewup4. Like, comment, share, and/or leave a review of my services!!Thank you so much for your continued support, I can't wait to share this journey with you!#chateaud'orqueveaux #writersresidency #residencyprogram #residencyprep
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In this episode, I shared my background of being raised as a Southern Baptist Christian and how religion created an environment of all-or-nothing thinking.
I felt like I was always being measured to be either perfect or not good enough, and that created the foundation for how I spoke to myself later in life.
I explored how all-or-nothing thinking, perfectionism, internalized shame, and low self-worth all tie together to create the perfect storm. Many of us no longer identify with the religion or strict beliefs we were brought up with, but we have an entirely new beast that keeps us trapped in this same loop: social media.
I hope you enjoyed this episode! Leave a comment on Spotify or DM me on Instagram if you relate and want to hear more on this topic! Don't forget to check out the resources linked at the top of the shownotes to get even more out of this episode.
Podcast fam!! We are going to be BACK SOON with fresh new episodes, but until then, I wanted to share a little bit of what I've been creating for my YouTube family.
Watch this episode on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHh2MJXH7aM
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After crashing out in my last episode, I started seeing myself more clearly. I realized:
1. I'm add*cted to impulsivity
2. I'm so worried about always protecting myself that I lash out or overreact to situations because of my past instead of taking them at face value, and
3. I always feel behind, so I start to rush or scramble to make things happen, which makes me focus on the future instead of the present, and I start to make bigger mistakes or not prioritize my daily tasks, which again makes me feel behind.
More importantly, all of these habits and mindsets come from my black sheep experiene, so I'm sharing them with you so we can break these habits TOGETHER.
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
*Monthly payments are available on all my services, and if you need a sliding scale option, reach out to me at roshni@blacksheepexperience.com!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
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Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience YouTube Channel
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
#blacksheep #cyclebreaker #breakinghabits #badhabits #changingmindset #selfhelp
This is probably one of the most vulnerable episodes I've ever shared.
I don't have a perfect solution at the end of this video because I'm showing you the *worst* part of my self-doubt. Being a small business owner comes with soo many ups and downs, and if you don't have a team, you have to navigate it all on your own. As black sheep, we often have REALLY limited support systems and don't always have access to guidance that could be really helpful in our journeys. So we're left to figure it out on our own, and this is a look at the challenges I've faced in business and what it feels like to feel hopeless as a business owner in 2025.
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
*Monthly payments are available on all my services, and if you need a sliding scale option, reach out to me at roshni@blacksheepexperience.com!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience YouTube Channel
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
This bonus episode is for the black sheep who worked hard, hit every milestone, and is still stuck feeling like they aren't enough. Being raised in a toxic family and/or with a narcissistic parent trains you to keep chasing the dangling carrot of their validation. As adult black sheep, that pattern comes with grieving lost years, fear of chasing your dreams, and suppressing your authentic self. It's time to stop playing their game and break free from their moving goalpost.
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WATCH THE FULL EPISODE ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/dKaUevOJS5g
Black sheep know exactly what it feels like not to be chosen or prioritized. We don’t just grow up and shake off that feeling. We internalize it, even as adults.
You can see your dream life in your mind's eye, but can't fully bring it into reality because you sabotage yourself along the way.
Maybe you are afraid you'll be let down or betrayed, so you try to rely only on yourself, making life harder and less fulfilling.
Maybe you assume you won’t be heard or respected, so you stop trying to communicate your emotions, leading to resentment, anger, and more failed relationships.
Maybe a deep part of you believes you’ll never have stability, so you make impulsive decisions with your finances or are too impatient to build the stability you could.
If you resonate with this message and want to start taking back your power by making a plan that works for you, sign up for a 1:1 self-worth coaching session. Book a single session OR get a discounted, 5-session package: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/selfworthcoaching
*Monthly payments are available on all my services, and if you need a sliding scale option, reach out to me at roshni@blacksheepexperience.com!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience YouTube Channel
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
WATCH THE VIDEO OF THIS READING ON YOUTUBE:
https://youtu.be/WIRBRMCJq_I
Don't forget to subscribe to the YouTube channel while you're there - the second weekly reading drops in the morning on 4/19!
Tap any of the links below to start working together!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
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Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience TikTok
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
had to share this with you
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Let’s work together!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
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BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
#motivation #peptalk #motivationaltalk #blacksheep #blacksheepofthefamily #healing #healingjourney #cyclebreaker
Today was one of those days where I felt like leaving everything behind and starting over. The energy and astrology of this month (March 2025) are SO rough and I knew I probably wasn't alone in this feeling.
When life feels like this, it’s easy to lose hope, numb out, or fall into old self-sabotaging patterns.
But you don’t have to abandon yourself. In this impromptu check-in, I’m sharing a reminder to stay present, step away from the noise, and actually be there for yourself in the way you deserve.
I also pulled a couple of cards from my animal oracle deck to help you get through this week with a reminder from Spirit.
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Tap any of the links below to start working together!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience TikTok
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
For black sheep, protecting our peace has been a survival strategy. We've spent years shielding ourselves from harm, cutting off toxic relationships, and learning to be self-sufficient. But at what cost? In this episode, we explore how our well-earned caution can turn into isolation - and why true healing requires community, even when it's frustrating, messy, or inconvenient.
I talk about:
✨ why black sheep often default to isolation,
✨ the importance of tolerating discomfort in relationships,
✨ how community makes us stronger, even when it's annoying, and
✨ practical ways to reconnect without sacrificing your wellbeing.
If you've been craving connection but struggle to trust people, this episode is for you. Let's talk about what it really means to find belonging without losing yourself in the process.
As promised, I included my citations and research in the video. It was too long to include in the shownotes, so I put it in this blog post instead.
Tap any of the links below to start working together!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience TikTok
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
For so long, I believed that rest had to be earned. Even through the ups and downs of burnout and consciously knowing that I deserved rest, I still didn't feel worthy of having it. I didn't feel like I could relax guilt-free.
In this moment of reflection, I'm sharing how I'm unlearning the guilt of resting before everything is done. No solutions, no neatly wrapped lesson, just the truth of where I am right now.
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
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Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
#perfectionism #rest #youdeserverest
You're feeling lost in your personal life and zooming out to look at the world is only making you feel more detached, confused, and frustrated. You might be feeling connected to your purpose, but it still feels like there's a mismatch between your personal life and what's happening externally.
I'm slowly discovering that the feeling of disconnect and loss is a blessing: one that if I embrace, I'm able to use to step into a deeper alignment for myself and the collective. I'm starting to embrace the idea of being something much larger than myself and shedding the need for immediate results and validation. I'm learning that I need not focus so much on my individual self, instead focusing on how my purpose plays into a larger role for others.
In this episode, I share a very practical channeled writing exercise that helps you tap into your purest sense of self so you can stop fumbling for purpose in misaligned labels and start embodying the deeper self that's been calling you this entire time.
Tap any of the links below to start working together!
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni
Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience TikTok
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
#higherself #spirituality #practicalspirituality #selfworth
So many of us tie our worth to what we do, what we have, or how others see us. Your parents showed you conditional love. They showered you with praise if you got a high-paying job, set personal sports records, or brought home good grades. But the rest of the time, you got reprimanded, judged, and punished. You were treated as a tool for them to up their own social currency, and nothing more.
That taught you to shame yourself for imperfection, pressure yourself to amount to huge goals within a short time frame, and judge yourself if you fall anywhere short of your near-impossible expectations.
In this episode, we're diving into the connection between self-worth and self-acceptance, and why you can't move forward in life without accepting where you are right NOW.
I'll also break down the danger of basing your confidence on external circumstances and share how to cultivate a sense of worthiness that doesn't crumble when life inevitably starts life-ing.
Get in, perfectionists. We're talking about what it really means to embody enoughness unconditionally.
Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book (this is what I was talking about during this episode! This will FIX your fixed mindset!)
Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni
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Black Sheep Experience Website
BlackSheepExperience TikTok
BlackSheepExperience Instagram
Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.
About Becoming Enough:
The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds.
You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty.
Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
#perfectionism #conditionallove #emotionallyimmatureparents #cyclebreaker