This is my name
A warrior of darkness and light
A ember of divinity shining brightly
Expanding into the full size that I am
Exhaling and inhaling
Deeply
Loudly
Again and again
I rest within the infinite expansiveness
Of my growing ability to
Love
I am present and alive
To the fullness that life is
To the fullness that I am.
The way I will experience
What was
What is
And what will be
Can all be contained
Within me
I find god
Through finding my own godliness
And suddenly
There is nowhere He is not
Because He is everywhere I am
And I am home
As the Jews are going into Exile
Hashem says
“I will go with you there
And I will take you out of there. “
As I experience fear of where the world is heading
I hear my Soul say to me
“I will go with you there
And I will take you out of there”
I will never let you go.
I will always be with you.
Within the darkness. Within the unknown.
No matter what.
I will hold you there.
Wherever we go. Whatever happens.
You have me. You have Me.
❤️
הנני
Not with answers. But with my body and my soul and with my own permission to be present to the life I am inside of now.
Happy Chanuka to the Princes and Princesses of Hashems beautiful kingdom.❤️
(Photo from my beautiful sister sara)🤍
So much more that could be said…
But im learning that the experience of life isn’t opposite the infinity of life. ..
It’s through being within the exact dimension and details of the lives we are currently in, that we touch the deepest point of creation.
So I choose to be here with love. With compassion. With all I am and all I am not.
👑
Welcome home ❤️
Parshas Vayishlach
When Yaakov becomes Yisroel
The Unity of god does not exist beyond us
It does not exist within us
It is us
exactly as we are.
The world of Moshiach is one where esav rests within yaakov.
With all that we are, and all that we aren’t, we are good. We are allowed to see ourselves as good. Our lives are the flow of the original love story which is creation itself. Our divine souls always see us as good.
(Our divine souls even see the parts of us that see us as not good as good. No exceptions. Hi precious beautiful part of me. Mamma is here. You have a home.)
Im allowing myself to show up as I am, because pretty sure that’s the whole point of everything.
❤️
Hayom yom 28 cheshvan.
The concept of Divine Providence is this: Not only are all particular movements of the various creatures directed by Providence, and not only is that Providence itself the life-force and maintained existence of every creature - but even more, the particular movement of any creature is in general terms related to the grand design of Creation... The aggregate of all individual acts brings to completion G‑d's grand design in the mystery of all Creation.
Ponder this: If the swaying of a blade of grass is brought about by Divine Providence and is crucial to the fulfillment of the purpose of Creation, how much more so with regard to mankind in general, and Israel (the people close to him)1 in particular!
hi. “teaching” has felt different for me recently.
Allowing myself to show up as I am. And be present to myself, with myself, as I am.
This is my story. My process. My 67 pesukim.
So this is where I want to be.
❤️
Ps. last years Chumash and Tanya align with this years. To listen to more in depth journey about this parsha and tanya , just search the name of the parsha of the week ❤️
Choosing to see the flow of reality that I am currently in as the flow of Hashems revelation
Ain Od.
When I see that everything is Hashem, I see Him everywhere.
I suppose this recording is a present moment flow on what means for me.
As I am.
❤️❤️
Did things a little differently …
Woot woot to vulnerability ❤️we really are so so infinite.
Sending so much love
Art on the cover by my glorious friend
sima rivka @seemerleemer
Blessing us all that when we feel the weight of the rain around us
We rest into the knowing that we are in the womb, and these waters are not here against us, but they are here for us
Permission to breathe here. Even in the rain.
Parshas noach. Tanya of the week. Chodesh cheshvan.
As we are. Where we are. When we are.
✌️
The shofars voice aligns me with my warrior posture. I am completely at rest and completely alive at the same time. I feel an open heart and curious eyes. My jaw relaxes. I’m safe to live in this moment.
As the shofar calls out- I rise UP. I unfold myself from the stories that say I’m something other than GOOD and I rise UP into my own breath. Hashems breath that is breathing through me… because I’m actually meant to be me…
I rise UP. Feet grounded in the chain of all the warriors who have been here before me
And heart facing upward toward the infinite love that I am always a part of
All the pain and all the parts that feel disconnected from love and beauty ALSO have a seat here. There are whole corridors of this palace designated just for them. Each room of the palace has a different feel… some dark, some light… all different, but allll belonging to the king. (Visualize that…😍)
Crowning hashem as king means that I allow the fullness of my experince to be seen and known and loved by Hashem, through being seen and known and loved by myself
❤️
As we are
If we are not recognizing the king, it is because we are not recognizing ourselves as royalty
This is Elul 🤍
The field is where we are and the King in ourselves
Elul is opening ourselves to seeing ourselves jusy a bit more clearly … not only on the good days … in this exact field, in this exact body, dimension, feelings, thoughts, experiences…
Yisroel, you are Yisroel. You are golden royalty and the exact rhythm and flow and idiosyncrasies of your exact life , are not only not random, they are the purpose of everything
This is where the unity of love is breathing into. This is the Ain Od. Where u are. Who u are. As u are.
As you are
Sending so much love
Also hi 👋 happy to be back. Doing things a bit different this year, but leaving all past recordings on the Spotify so feel free to look back for past recordings 🤍
You deserve to be your own best friend
So says hashem
Sending so much love ❤️
Shabbat shalom
Moshiach now
Ain Od Mamash
The monster feeling big doesn’t make the monster actually big
You are always bigger ❤️
Shaar Yichud chapter 7 part 1 and 2
And also Journeying with Parshas Shelach because seems to be quite clear that we’re in midst of history being written
Being triggered and being in love are not opposites
❤️
https://open.spotify.com/track/7sY9WWsMgTfUJdhwX2EK7I?si=oJ0e0futQq2gBvUyLF_gWA
🤍
The hierarchy of where I want to be, is falling
And what is left
Is this delicious sacred opourtunity to live every inch and every moment of all that my life will ever be
TYH
Conclusion of Tanya and “message” of Shavuos 🤍🤍🤍
I feel like a tree. Rooted so deeply … expanded so infinitely. So grateful for this journey.
Sending so much love and power and strength to everyone here ❤️❤️
חזק חזק ונתחזק
We’re landing
And oh, would you look at that …
I seem to recognize this place we’re landing in …
🏠🏠🏠🏠
We’re coming home.