During the exploration of my uncharted territory, down in the distorted depths of the fragments of personality that form my human program system, I questioned everything. Including (and especially) the state of thrilling peace that I had known to be beyond all fragments. What if it was just another delusion?

In a moment, it all became crystal clear and undeniable.

This tape was recorded right after the activation that switched me back into that clear channel, the state that lies beyond personality.

The direct experience of snapping out of illusion and back into the fullness of the undefined me (home).

And the clarity about all I had just navigated through:

Eros vs Thanatos

The paradoxical nature of our being

The energetic source of personality disorders

Existence/Non-existence

Truth vs Nihilism

The Mistress vs the personality fragments

The uncharted territory experience

The clear channel vs the narcissistic fragment

When all hope was lost, and all possibilities were exhausted, I came face to face with ME.