This is a special episode of 'Feeding Fathers' recorded at the SEEK26 Catholic conference in Columbus, Ohio in front of a live audience, and it’s a really honest one. We got to talk about something a lot of people experience but don’t always know how to put into words: spiritual dryness and feeling far from God. We share real stories about doubt, discouragement, and what it actually looks like to keep showing up when your faith feels hard or empty. We talk about the role of community, why daily prayer still matters even when it feels pointless, and how to keep going through seasons of desolation. If you’ve ever felt stuck, tired, or disconnected in your spiritual life, this conversation will feel like a breath of fresh air. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. John Jaddou, Dn. Brandon Elias ––– 00:00 Experiences at the Seek Conference 03:18 Spiritual Desolation 05:21 The Role of Feelings in Faith 06:24 Scripture and Continuous Relationship with God 17:37 Importance of Community and Prayer 23:54 Daily Acts of Love and Commitment 28:24 Importance of Sacrifice 30:11 Marriage and Sacrifice 34:38 The Power of Prayer 36:33 Trying Ohio Snacks 39:58 Bible Trivia and Giveaways ––– ▶️ Video versions of 'Feeding Fathers' available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@QurbanaMedia  📲 Follow us on social media: "Qurbana Media" IG: https://www.instagram.com/qurbanamedia/ "Youth for Truth" IG: https://www.instagram.com/youthfortruthshow/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@qurbana.media 🗞️ Sign-Up for our newsletter: https://www.qurbanamedia.org/newsletter 📧 Email us at media@qurbana.org if you'd like to hear about ways you can support Qurbana Media or if you're a content creator wanting to collab!

It's the last episode of the year as Christmas and the new year is approaching! On this very special episode, we get into the essence of Christmas and why what Catholics believe about God can be seen as scandalous. We look at the symbolism behind the nativity scene and the profound theology of God becoming man. This episode is packed with reflections on vulnerability, spiritual friendships, and the transformative power of Christ’s love. So sit back, pour some chai, bring out the kuleche (Christmas cookies) and baklava, and enjoy the conversation! Featuring: Fr. Augustine Joseph, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Fadi Auro, Br. Sinan Salim

Our discussion centers on addressing scandals within the Church and how to deal with them. We begin with a detailed look at the HBO documentary "Marcial Maciel: The Wolf of God" – a series chronicling the decades of abuse, deception, and downfall of the founder of the Legionaries of Christ, who was involved in severe scandals including sexual abuse and misuse of power. We explore the implications of such scandals on faith, trust in priests and religious authorities, and the importance of accountability and transparency. Examining the responsibilities of spiritual leaders and the impact of personal failings on their communities is an important part of the discussion. We reflect on repentance, mercy, and the critical role of human formation in preventing future abuses. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Christopher Somo

This week we’re talking Christian unity, sparked by the Pope’s recent trip to Turkey and Lebanon. We get into the real stuff: why Catholics and Orthodox Christians still aren’t on the same page, what keeps them apart, and why Fr. Simon politely said “nope” to an interview with an Orthodox priest. We also get honest about the big roadblocks—history, theology, culture—and why love and truth actually matter if unity is ever going to be a thing. Plus, we chat about Catholic–Orthodox marriages, the traditions that shape both communities, and, of course, the absolute blessing that is "Sacos Tacos." Featuring: Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Tristan Farida

We look at why the last episode of the liturgical year is kind of a big deal — especially in the Chaldean Church, where the “Crowning of the Church” isn’t just a title, it’s a whole vibe. We unpack what goes on during a Chaldean synod, highlighting the Church’s early (and surprisingly organized) self-awareness. Then we talk movies — our favorite movies — thanks to Pope Leo’s meeting of the "World of Cinema." We also reveal the Holy Father's favorite films and how good storytelling can sneak in spiritual wisdom when you least expect it. So grab a slice of pizza and hang out with us as we explore how liturgy, theology, and the power of cinema make faith feel a lot more alive. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Christopher Somo, Fr. Fadi Auro

New Studio, Same Shenanigans: AI, Human Connection, and Flip Phones. Welcome to our new studio! Join us as we kick things off on our new set discussing the impact of AI and digital technology on society, the essence of human connection, and some nostalgic memories. We touch on Pope Leo’s perspectives, the dangers and benefits of AI, and the evolving nature of human interactions. From AI girlfriends to generational differences in social media use, we try to get to the core of what seems like a global crisis. And of course, we've got some delicious food to try and get in a yet another heated debate about Mexican food! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Fr. Tristan Farida

We explore what it truly means to be a Chaldean Catholic by giving historical context, explaining the importance of tradition, and listing the challenges faced by modern youth. We discuss the balance between maintaining our rich heritage and adapting to contemporary times. Also, we examine the 2025 National Study of Catholic Priests and react to the findings, mainly the statistics that point to younger priests preferring tradition over conformity. This is the last episode on this set, so look out for our revamped look on the next one! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

Spooky season is upon us! We get into the morality of Halloween traditions, spiritual battles, and All Saints' Day. Learn about the fascinating life of St. Bartolo Longo, a former Satanist turned saint, and discover how other saints can inspire us in our everyday lives. We share our favorite saints, personal experiences with overcoming fear, and a little insight into our plans for Halloween costumes. The conversation takes a spiritual turn as we discuss the differences between divine guidance and the deceptive nature of Satan. Learn how to find God in moments of suffering and the concept of 'white martyrdom,' which involves enduring everyday hardships for spiritual growth. Finally, we enjoy some great food from Zoya? What's a Zoya you might ask? Watch to find out! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Andrew Younan, Fr. Tristan Farida, Fr. Daniel Shaba

We have a thought-provoking dialogue on the intricacies of abortion, questioning the societal norms and dissecting the moral implications. The conversation illuminates the importance of liturgy, its transformative power, and how storytelling, beauty, and art can evangelize in an increasingly secular world. We discuss the practicalities and philosophies surrounding family planning, highlighting real-life anecdotes that challenge our modern perceptions. A significant part of out discussion focuses on the controversial topic of the abortion pill, shedding light on the Trump administration's passive approach and the wider societal impact. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Christopher Somo

We welcome Fr. Fadi Auro to the show as we discuss the rich traditions and unique practices of the Chaldean liturgy. From deep-rooted cultural and liturgical treasures to modern challenges and the impact of secularism, this conversation is a profound exploration of faith. We also touch upon the cultural contrasts within the Catholic Church, how the younger generation is rediscovering and preserving ancient practices, and the influence of music on liturgy. Also, if you've ever wondered what our last meals would be, listen in! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Fadi Auro, Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Dany Shaba

Fr. Chris recounts his recent pilgrimage that included visits to Lourdes, Rome, Florence, and Istanbul. He shares an awesome story of how they happened to find themselves in a very secret part of St. Peter's Basilica. Our conversation takes a deep and meaningful turn as we discuss the ethics of life within the context of modern-day challenges, including abortion, health conditions, and societal values. We touch on recent comments by Pope Leo regarding pro-life issues and the controversy surrounding a political figure. The episode wraps up with a delicious meal from BBQ House in Ocean Beach! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

In the wake of Charlie Kirk assassination, we delve deep into today's culture of anger and division. From criticizing public figures and the Pope to missing out on personal responsibilities, we examine the zeal misplaced in societal judgments. The discussion touches upon recent events, forgiveness, and reconciliation, referencing Pope Leo's recent call for unity and understanding. We also highlight the impact of dehumanizing others through social media and reflect on historical events like the Crusades to address modern political and religious dynamics. Join us for an honest conversation about challenging our viewpoints, fostering dialogue, and promoting genuine faith in everyday life. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Tristan Farida, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Andrew Younan

In this episode, we sit down with our newly ordained brother, Fr. Augustine, along with Fr. Matthew Zetouna and Deacon Brandon Elias from the Chaldean Eparchy of St. Thomas in Michigan. From emotional homilies and the power of community to how video games surprisingly connect us to one of our newest saints—we cover it all. If you’re curious about priesthood, looking for encouragement in your faith, or just love honest conversations about the Church today, this one’s for you! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Augustine, Fr. Matthew Zetouna, Deacon Brandon Elias

Join us for a special episode where we are joined by 3 individuals who are about to be ordained priests into our diocese! They share their feelings heading into their ordinations, dive into the importance and meaning of the Eucharist, and the unique journey of becoming priests. We also explore Chaldean communities around the world, the significance of priestly duties, and share some laughs over delicious Mexican food!

We are joined again by Sister Bernadette and Brother Augustine, and we are delighted to have on first-time guest, Sister Benedicta! We delve into an engaging conversation with Sister Benedicta, who shares her inspiring spiritual journey and insights on religious life. This episode covers the significance of vows, the spiritual transformation in religious vocations, and the role of Eucharist in daily life. We also discuss the importance of digital evangelization and the profound symbols within our Faith. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Sr. Bernadette, Sr. Benidicta, Br. Augustine

We journey through numerous topics, including leading a pilgrimage to the Jubilee of Youth, trying to organize priest schedules, and the efforts that go into organizing big church events like the 2025 Chaldean Youth Convention. We share personal anecdotes about our unique experiences at these big events and the importance of family values in today's individualistic society. And you won't want to miss the BOMB meal we have at the end! Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Daniel Shaba, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Tristan Farida

In this episode, we get into the scriptural debates surrounding the traditions and teachings not explicitly detailed in the Bible, using the Assumption of Mary as a central theme. We also touch on the significance of not getting too drawn into unproductive debates and how scripture serves as a love letter from God. If you love our Mother Mary (as you should!) then you'll love this episode! Featuring: Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, Abbot Ankido Sipo

We welcome Fr. Simon back after his trip to the Vatican for the first ever "Jubilee of Digital Missionaries and Catholic Influencers." We then delve into the significance of the Transfiguration of Jesus, discussing how this event symbolizes spiritual transformation and divine revelation. Additionally, we reflect on personal prayer practices and community support, the role of failure and forgiveness in the Gospel, and embracing our weaknesses to seek divine grace. We also talk about St. Peter's transformation, the importance of mourning with hope, and wrap up with a delicious meal prepared by a Chaldean seminarian, featuring Scotch eggs and Guinness pie! Featuring: Fr. Andy Younan, Fr. Simon Esshaki, Fr. Christopher Somo, and Br. Sinan Salem

Fr. Andy gives us a quick rundown of his Comic-Con experience and the priests explore the historical evolution and significance of clergy attire. They also have a profound discussion on modesty, the search for authentic love, and how to foster virtuous friendships. Hear insights on how to approach social norms and personal conduct as a Catholic. The episode also highlights Pope Leo's modern yet relatable approach to connecting with the faithful and the evolving role of social media in spreading Christian hope. Featuring: Corbishop Fr. Andy Younan, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Daniel Shaba, and Fr. Tristan Farida

Join our candid conversation about the life of modern priests as we navigate the challenges of 24/7 availability, balancing prayer with ministry, and maintaining our well-being. We go over what really can be defined as an "urgent matter" and debate the proper pronunciation of "Missouri." Learn how we handle spiritual burnout, prioritize Eucharistic adoration, and draw inspiration from St. Paul's self-sacrifice. Hear Pope Leo's advice to newly ordained priests and discover practical tips for integrating prayer and spirituality into daily life. This episode is a must-listen for anyone curious about the intricate balance of serving the flock while staying spiritually and physically healthy. Featuring: Fr. Simon Esshaki, Abbot Ankido Sipo, Fr. Chris Somo, & Fr. Tristan Farida