What happens when the things that terrify you are also the things that turn you on the most? In this episode, I take you from my vanilla beginnings into the world of power play, rope, and psychological domination - and why sometimes the best sex happens when you stop trying to be in control

This week, Lyra Bergmann is here to talk about something most people spend their whole lives avoiding: the moment you realize sex work didn't just change your job - it fundamentally rewired how you see every relationship you'll ever have. From dating to friendships to the uncomfortable truth about what financial freedom actually unlocks, Lyra's not holding back. And whether escorts can still have "real" connections after this work? Well, settle in because the answer might surprise you more th...

Everyone's heard of the girlfriend experience. But what most people think it means? That's not even close. It's not about kissing during a booking or being sweet between the sheets. It's not a menu item you tick off alongside other services. And it's definitely not what I thought it was when I first tried to offer it years ago - back when I had absolutely no idea what I was getting myself into. This week, we're unpacking one of the most misunderstood services in the entire industry. What it a...

Two escorts walk into a conversation about male desire. No, this isn't a joke - it's an autopsy. Elisa Carbo teams up with Eve Allegra, a red-headed Frankfurt accountant who moonlights in an industry where men's masks slip faster than their pants. Together, they dissect years of patterns, contradictions, and the things clients whisper in the dark but would never say at dinner parties. Turns out, most bookings aren't about sex. They're about technical museum dates, strawberry picking, and the ...

In this premiere episode of Hedonista English Edition, I take you back to where it all began - from a well-behaved girl in the German countryside to an independent escort who chose this life deliberately. You'll hear about my first escort date with sweaty palms and racing heart, the moment I realized intimacy without the hunting game changes everything, and why my conservative grandmother compared my work to Jesus's teachings. This isn't a story of desperation - it's a confession of freedom, ...