In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.
Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpack how intuition, responsibility, communication, and consent shape truly connected sex—especially in practices that are often misunderstood or sensationalized.
The conversation dives into authenticity in content creation, burnout from performing what you think audiences want, and the freedom that comes from returning to sex that feels real. Brogan reflects on why fisting can be one of the most romantic and intimate sex acts he engages in, why cameras can sometimes disrupt that connection, and how presence matters more than performance.
They also explore training versus play, the dangers of inexperience masquerading as confidence, how the fisting scene has evolved post-COVID, and why normalization is powerful—but still requires care, accountability, and listening. From bratty bottoms to aftercare, from live events to private sessions, this episode is about slowing down, checking in, and making sure every moment is a genuine “fuck yes.”
This is a conversation about sex—but also about growth, trust, and what it means to truly take care of someone when you’re the one “driving the car.”
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It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script.
Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️
We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff:
✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand)
🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions
🐶 what a “non-sexual day” actually looks like when your brand is HungerFF
🧠 burnout, work-life balance, and learning to take the “latex vest” off
📘 Deeper — what I learned writing my autobiography, why it was the most cathartic thing I’ve ever done, and the advice I’d give my younger self
👊 plus… classic Brolapse detours into pop culture, guilty pleasures, and unexpected questions that hit hard
If you’ve ever felt like you have to be “on” all the time… this one’s for you. 🖤
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HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.
They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex, shame, and power. Alex also talks FistFest nerves vs. comfort, finding the right kind of play partners, and how he approaches safer sex in 2025 — including PrEP and DoxyPEP — while staying unapologetically slutty.
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Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.
Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t even exist yet.
From there, we get the real behind-the-scenes evolution: how he went from unsure and inexperienced, to finding his balance between “too rough” and “too soft,” learning to read partners, build a dominant persona, and still keep the foundation where it belongs: communication, consent, and checking in—even on camera.
We also get into how he vets potential collaborators (and why he won’t do endless DMs), what makes a partner “ready,” how power exchange actually works when it’s consensual, why he prefers full-session context over short clips, and why he avoids the chems-first culture even while navigating scenes where it’s common.
It’s funny, weirdly wholesome, and honestly kind of mind-blowing: the before and after of a persona that went on to become a whole brand—plus a reminder that the hottest sessions aren’t just “pound town”… they’re the ones where people actually talk. 👊💦🖤
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This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community.
Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. He talks about how sobriety reshaped the way he plays, how being fully present made his connections richer, and why the fisting world feels more like family than a fetish.
We dive into the culture outsiders don’t understand, the friendships forged over gloves and laughter, and why fisting isn’t “weird” — it’s meaningful, bonding, and sometimes downright hysterical. Andrew also shares why the Andrew you see in videos isn’t a persona at all… it’s actually the truest version of himself.
A mix of heart, humor, filth, and honesty — this episode goes deep in every way possible.
Follow Andrew:
🐦 X: @AndrewFFoeniXXX
💙 BlueSky: @AndrewFFoeniXXX.bsky.social
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In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport.
They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—but the kink happens elsewhere.
From nervously sitting in the car before his first Fist Fest to organizing fisting meetups on Atlantis cruises and Telegram, BottomGuyNYC breaks down the bond between fisters, the power of living openly at work, and how mentorship in kink still survives in the age of algorithms.
If you’ve ever felt “weird” for how you experience sex, intimacy, or kink, this conversation might make you feel a little less alone.
In this episode:
Fisting as a sport vs. “real” sex
Navigating an open relationship after 20+ years together
Flagging red at work and stripping away shame
Fist Fest as the “Olympics” and family reunion of kink
Telegram, cruises, and building offline community in an online world
Mentorship, safety, and why only showing the extreme 45 seconds can be dangerous
Follow BottomGuyNYC:
X (Twitter): @bottomguynyc
BlueSky: @BottomGuyNYC
JustFor.Fans: https://justfor. fans/bottomguynyc1
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Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel.
We dig into the Manchester scene — a tight, clique-based ecosystem built on private invites, house sessions, and community trust rather than big public events. Jake explains how these groups form, how new players get pulled in, and why the North feels so different from London’s isolated, every-man-for-himself vibe.
Jake also speaks candidly about chems and harm reduction, sharing how he shifted from chaos to productivity and why calling himself a “workaholic” feels like reclaiming his life rather than losing balance. He breaks down Bump, the hookup app he designed himself, why he refuses to drown users in ads or forced paywalls, and how he aims to give players a cleaner, more respectful space to connect.
Follow Jake:
🐦 X: @jakeywakey0
📸 Instagram: @jakerockard
🔗 JFF: https://justfor. fans/ jakeywakey0
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For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twenty-something boys on the road. That tour, plus a jump to OnlyFans, blasted him from Dublin obscurity into a quarter-million-follower career.
From there, the conversation goes deep—literally. Ridick explains how a lifelong fetish for big toys meant that when fisting finally showed up, it “just worked” the first time. He walks through how experimentation led to his now-famous prolapse, why he sees it as a “wow effect” at the end of a scene, and how fans’ reactions taught him that what felt normal to him was actually rare. Ryan and Ridick compare notes on party tricks, rosebuds, and that strange joy of shocking a room that isn’t quite ready for what you can do.
We also get the geeky, tender side: Marvel Zombies binges, Alien and Predator lore, gadgets and drones, and the split between “Ridick” the entertainer and Kuba the introvert who’d rather stay home and cuddle. They talk about being the product and the person, learning how to handle fan interactions in public, and finding a balance so that the performer doesn’t swallow the human being underneath. By the end, it feels less like an interview and more like two future scene partners plotting something dangerously fun.
Find Ridick online:
• JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/ Ridick_7
• OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ ridick_7
• X (Twitter): https://x.com/ 7Ridick
• BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/7ridick (if you don’t want this line, you can delete it when you paste)
🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa
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This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experience with addiction and HIV into the powerful memoir Blue Movie.
From discussing the realities of consent paperwork and performer rights to finding self-worth after meth and the blurred line between pleasure and pain, this one hits every nerve. Blue opens up about life after porn, his law career, and what it really means to survive the industry — not just physically, but emotionally.
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Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collaboration with trusted pros made exploring BDSM feel safe and real.
This episode is about making curiosity normal—taking a 20-year fantasy and finally living it—without shame, labels, or over-produced perfection. If you’re into open, adult conversations about f*sting, submission, and the power of authentic chemistry, this one hits.
Guest — PUP-HULKY
X (Twitter): https://x.com/ puphulky
OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ pup-hulky
JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans /PUP_HULKY
Instagram: https://instagram.com/pup_hulky
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After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with mortality — and a forced pause on his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery.
In this brief but powerful life-update episode, he shares what it feels like to have your body betray you twice in one year, what he’s learning from it, and why he refuses to let pain silence his voice. Honest, unfiltered, and deeply human — this is Brolapse at its most vulnerable.
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet.
They dive deep into the art of fisting, body potential, and the trust that turns physical intensity into true intimacy. From learning fisting from “old-school masters” in Naples to experiencing his first anal orgasm with @RoccoSteeleNYC, Blue Eyes reflects on the evolution of pleasure, connection, and the mental strength required to stay authentic in an industry built on fantasy.
Together, Ryan and Blue Eyes explore what it means to be seen — not just sexually, but humanly. They talk about burnout, boundaries, self-care, and how to stay grounded when fans blur the line between performer and person.
🔥 This episode celebrates sex, honesty, and creative self-expression — proof that even in the most extreme corners of kink, the real story is about being human.
🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa
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This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn.
The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust — and how boundaries, consent, and communication create the most unforgettable scenes. HorsePapo also shares the story behind his name, his training mindset, and why mystery and anonymity still fuel his power.
This conversation hits every note: sex, humor, honesty, and a raw look at the passion that drives today’s underground creators.
👊 Topics include:
• How fisting “goes hand in hand with big d*cks”
• Transitioning from pure top energy to exploring bottom play
• The creative process behind MachoFuckers scenes
• Why anonymity and fantasy matter in fetish porn
• Fitness, stamina, and filming with intention
• Collaboration, consent, and staying grounded in the spotlight
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This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand.
We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthole, and it has to last you a lifetime”). We also dive into his experience being one of the most vocal advocates during the Mpox outbreak, how he balanced vulnerability with visibility, and why inclusion matters for trans folks in fetish spaces.
It’s an unfiltered conversation about sex, identity, and what it means to use your platform for more than just porn.
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This week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for, Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle.
We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that comes with being encased, to the sheer practicality of cleanup. We also dive deep into gear care, repair, and the emotional intimacy that rubber can unlock. Whether it’s opera, disco, or Berghain techno, Kai’s scenes are as wild as they are intentional—and always encased.
This episode is proudly sponsored by Invincible Rubber, creators of handcrafted latex menswear designed to push limits. From laser-cut holiday fantasy looks to Ryan’s custom tops for post-surgery play, Invincible’s craftsmanship and fearlessness shine through. RubberKai shares what makes them one of the best brands in the world of kink gear.
If you’ve ever wondered why the latex scene feels more queer, more creative, and more human than anything else—this episode peels back the catsuit to reveal the messy, beautiful heart of it all.
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Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf (Donal Mooney) talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached. He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play: “Our bodies are organisms, not machines.”
We get into the real-talk moments too—like pausing a CLAW workshop to rinse and returning with the reminder that shit happens—and how honesty beats porn myths every time. Dolan reflects on fisting’s shift from underground to mainstream, what’s gained, what can get lost, and why better education beats gatekeeping. He shares the wish-list of collaborators he’s eyeing, his soft launch plan for JustForFans/OnlyFans (fisting, cigars, BDSM), and we nerd out over Scream—including our still-on-the-table parody collab.
If you’ve ever wondered where confidence, community, and truly filthy joy meet, this one’s a blueprint.
Find Dolan: BlueSky @dolanwolf.bsky.social · Twitter/X @DolanWolfXXX
New episodes Fridays at 8 PM ET. Full videos at https://HungerFF.com
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Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more.
In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, his collaborations with iconic performers, and his philosophy on why fisting should be fun, safe, and full of laughter — not fear.
We talk porn history, directing styles, performer stories, fisting aesthetics, creative risks, and even the crazy GoPro-on-a-fist experiment that changed the game. Jasun opens up about imposter syndrome, mainstream projects, and what excites him most about his future in fetish porn.
If you love fisting, queer history, and unfiltered conversations, this is one episode you don’t want to miss.
Connect with Jasun Mark:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JasunMarkFilm
X (Twitter): https://x.com/jasunmarkxxx
BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/jasunmark.bsky.social
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In Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude.
This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Facebook, Telegram, and DMs—everything from small victories in healing, to whether I’ve had to relearn my body, to the role community support has played since surgery. It’s raw, honest, and deeply personal, with plenty of humor, nostalgia, and reflection along the way.
🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM (ET)! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
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🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa
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For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.
Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Proposal. Luis recalls his unexpected entry into the industry via a Craigslist ad, his transition from editing to directing, and the technical craft behind shooting hardcore scenes—even when they weren’t necessarily his personal kinks.
The conversation dives deep into the art of porn production: editing styles, camera techniques, and what truly makes a great scene. They reflect on the balance between passion and professionalism, and share their frustrations and joys with an industry often misunderstood from the outside. Luis also opens up about the evolution of Demystifying Gay Porn, his archival work in preserving queer erotic history, and how podcasting has given him a new way to tell stories.
From misconceptions about porn stars being “dirty” or “uneducated” to the truth about how much hustle and skill it takes to succeed, Episode 50 is both a celebration and an education. It’s about survival, creativity, and the importance of preserving queer history.
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In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.
We talk about:
The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio roots
Why corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans fail fetish creators
How JFF protects extreme content from censorship & payment bans
The ethics of consent, transparency, and performer safety
Why queer creators deserve tech built by us, for us
And how Dominic prepares for the growing threat of political attacks on adult content
Dominic doesn’t hold back. He talks openly about the emotional toll, the philosophy behind his work, and what scares him most as the industry faces increased scrutiny from the far right.
Whether you’re a fan, a creator, or someone building your own path in adult tech—this is a must-hear episode on authenticity, ownership, and kink liberation.
🎥 Full video episodes available early on
🎧 Audio available on all major platforms:
🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX
📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6
🕗 New episodes drop Fridays at 8PM