This episode of I AM Rising is a profound exploration of radical self-acceptance, self-love, and self-forgiveness. Join me, Tina Marie, as I delve into the transformative journey of meeting yourself on the inside and embracing the power that lies within. We discuss the importance of recognizing and releasing old patterns and programs that keep us stuck in survival mode, especially when faced with adversity

.Are you feeling overwhelmed or trapped in the old paradigm of existence? This episode invites you to breathe into those feelings, to let go of the control that binds you, and to welcome the discomfort as a sign of your expansion. I share insights on how to navigate the challenges of life, allowing the light of your true self to shine through the darkness.

Through candid reflections and practical guidance, we address the common pitfalls of spiritual bypassing, the significance of acknowledging our emotions, and how to engage with our inner selves. This is a call to action to embrace vulnerability, to find strength in our struggles, and to recognize that every experience serves as a catalyst for growth

.So sit back, relax, and prepare to embark on this powerful journey towards healing and thriving.

1. Introduction to Radical Self-Acceptance.
2. Meeting Yourself on the Inside
3. Signs of Survival Mode
4. The Power of Breath and Letting Go
5.  Understanding Overwhelm and Expansion
6.  Spiritual Bypassing Explained
7.  Embracing Vulnerability and Authenticity
8.  The Role of Emotions in Healing
9.  Creating a New Paradigm of Existence
10.  Conclusion and Call to Actionwww.tinaandbilly.com/podcast

This episode of I AM Rising takes you on a profound journey into the depths of darkness and the treasures that lie within. Join me, Tina Marie, as I share my personal experiences with fear, death, and the transformative power of embracing the unknown.

I reflect on my childhood fears of death, my struggles with panic, and how these experiences shaped my relationship with darkness throughout my life. Through my battle with cancer, I learned that true healing comes from facing our fears and entering our inner world.

I discuss the importance of breathwork and self-compassion in uncovering the light that exists within us, even in the darkest moments. This episode is an invitation to explore your own fears, to meet yourself in the shadows, and to discover the radiant power that resides within. Let’s embark on this journey together, celebrating the courage it takes to confront our darkness and the magic that unfolds when we do.

1. Embracing the Darkness 
2. Childhood Fears and Panic Attacks
3. The Journey Through Cancer
4. Meeting Myself in the Shadows
5. The Power of Breath and Self-Compassion
6. Discovering the Light Within
7. Celebrating Your Inner Journey

 If this episode resonates with you, please share it with anyone who might benefit from the message. Together, let’s illuminate the path toward healing and connection.

Through heartfelt anecdotes and deep reflections, Tina unpacks the paradox of "trying to heal" and how it often creates resistance within us.

In this episode, Tina shares her experiences of navigating the complexities of illness, the power of breathwork, and the necessity of tuning into our bodies to facilitate transformation. As we dive into the intricacies of the mind-body connection, you'll learn that the journey to wholeness is not linear but a continuous practice of self-love and acceptance. Prepare to be inspired and empowered to let go of the need to fix and instead embrace the present moment with compassion. Let the healing begin!

1. Introduction to Healing and Surrender 
2. The Illusion of Control
3. Embracing Discomfort for True Healing
4. The Power of Breathwork
5. Navigating Your Healing Journey 
6. The Mind-Body Connection
7. Closing Thoughts on Self-Love and Acceptance

This episode is about PTSD. I share what trauma really is, why it occurs, how it affects just about everything in a person's life, and my raw, deep, and dark personal experience with it. AND, how I healed and continue to...

SPOILER ALERT: We ALL have trauma! This is a HUGE topic so this will be the first of many future episodes. 

🎬 Watch the episode on my YouTube channel:  https://youtu.be/1h5PIsxAPUo

Also visit and listen on my site; https://www.tinaandbilly.com/podcast

This episode dives deep into what to say and not to say to someone going through a challenge, an illness, a loss, etc. It's meant to be educational and inspirational and also healing!

I go through a list of all of the things people said to me during the darkest and scariest time of my life from diagnosis of cancer, through treatment, and beyond. 

As my mom always says, "People mean well." And I get that.

AND, we can all learn, grow, and evolve to be a better healing space for others when they are going though struggles.  And we can begin to take ownership of our feelings that come up when those around us are suffering.

This could be a controversial or triggering episode!  And that's amazing because that means there is energy to be felt, experienced, breathed into, and forgiven.

Let the healing begin!

If you'd like to watch this episode, it's on YouTube HERE

This 4th episode was recorded when I was in my 2nd year of studying with Alchemy of Breath,  (my school), as a mentor. 

I share some of the trauma from receiving the actual diagnosis, multiple surgeries and the aftermath,  toxic drugs, not feeling safe in my body, and dissociating.  I share how breast cancer cracked me open to meet myself on the inside; how I truly met my light in the darkness by facing my death and my willingness to embrace the unknown.

In Alchemy of Breath, we did an exercise of writing a letter from our death bed, breaths away from our dying self to our current self. 

I share the letter to music as a healing process.  The 2nd half being very meditative provides the opportunity for you to inquire into your own life and experience, opening your heart to the moment and what comes up for you. 

 

Season Two: Episode One of I AM Rising and a dramatic title that is based completely in truth.

Death, Rebirth; the Return. After 3 years of a healing recovery from a life-threatening breast cancer diagnosis, Tina opens up about her journey of meeting her death face to face.

In this first episode, she reads a part of her journal when she is in the darkest of places. After surgeries, and chemotherapy, no hair, no eyebrows, no eyelashes, feeling lost, dead inside, like a shell of a human being, wondering if she would ever even remotely feel like herself again, whoever that even was anymore.

She shares deeply and authentically and we peer into the depths of her suffering in the pitch-black, darkness. She then shares the total contrast of a journal entry a year or so later demonstrating a complete turnaround!

Tina lays the groundwork about some of what she did during this time to heal and paints a picture of what to expect for future episodes.

Mary Magdalene, a true embodiment of the Divine Feminine, has been around me for many years preparing me for the Goddess work that I'm currently doing in my work with women. Her consciousness and energy comes through with a "Sisterhood of the Rose", a powerful tribe of High Priestesses, Goddesses, and women throughout "her-story."

During a very difficult time of my life, I called out to her in pain, in frustration, in such a dark night of the soul, and she spoke to me, and to us, and this episode is her channeled message to bring hope, light, love and clarity in moving forward.

We are in a period awakening on this planet, and with this awakening comes many changes. There have been so many obstacles, challenges and hardships. So many of my clients and students have reached out to ask what is happening!

So, I asked my angels and guides why things have been so difficult, why so many of us are having challenges on a regular basis, and what is happening as a whole that we are stuck and unable to move forward.

And in meditation I received a powerful message that I channel and share with you on this episode, leading to a healing meditation at the end to help you move from any darkness in your life into the light...

Where are your deepest commitments? Do you know? Are you open to creating space for yourself?

This episode will inspire you to make new commitments honoring your process and all that comes up, good and bad, positive and negative, all as part of your unique and perfect experience to grow…

I talk about just being solid and clear with your intentions…. letting go of all else.

It’s realizing that every moment is a prayer, every word is a prayer, and when we set an intention, and communicate with our Higher Self, angels and guides, everything after that is a continuation of that inner commitment. 

So I invite you to make a new commitment each morning with me for the next 40 days and see how things begin to shift and transform.

Listen to the affirmative prayer/meditations as if the words are coming from you…

This episode is an opportunity to connect with the nurturing and powerful energy of the Divine Mother; to feel her presence, to hear her messages for you, to surrender and be more in alignment with your heart.

She came to me recently in a meditation with such unconditional love, grace, healing and compassion helping me through a challenging and emotional time.

I channel and share her deep and profound message, and I invite you to listen as if she's speaking directly to you.

If you only had 6 months to live... how would that change you? How would that affect your choices? What would you do differently, how would you act, live, be.. and why?

This episode dives in to shifting your mindset... reflecting on what you could be doing differently to live, to soar, to thrive... rather than settle, and stay safe, and just be in survival mode.

This is a powerful question to meditate on and allow it to inspire great change, inspiration, and soul growth...

If you could trust that everything up until now has been preparing you, guiding you, teaching you, protecting you, and leading you to this very moment, how could this liberate you from the story you’re telling yourself that is keeping you from moving forward?

Your ‘true north’ is your internal guidance system, your intuition, your Higher Self that walks with you and through every moment.

Do you want to connect to this deeper part of you? Step on this new path of least resistance, and allow yourself to flow rather than force, surrender rather than control, relax and be guided rather than trying to push so hard?

This is your time to remember, to wake up, to rise... I lead you through a process so you can feel it yourself...

This journey is about realizing that you are a Goddess just by being who you! Even in our darkest moments, we are learning, growing, unfolding and evolving.

The dark becomes our greatest treasure, because it makes us real, raw, and authentic and in the midst of all of this we rise. Again and Again.

A true Goddess, the energy and embodiment of the Divine Feminine is you, and it’s me.

This is a meditative journey to help you remember who you are! You came here at this particular time on the planet for a Divine Purpose!

All of the answers reside within you, but you must take the time to become still, and feel, soften your heart and open…

This healing space is created as an invitation to awaken you to your true nature.

This is about remembering the Goddess you came here to be. Will you let her Rise?

This is an introduction to I AM Rising, a podcast created to help you awaken to our true authentic selves; to rise in our power, beauty, and grace unifying with the love and light within us.

These meditative episodes will inspire + uplift you, while giving you an opportunity to slow down from everyday life.