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What would you think if you met me for the first time?
In this episode of Literally My Life, I get real, reflective, and a little playful as I break down:
What people usually get wrong about me
What they surprisingly get right
The parts of me that don’t show up online
And the version of myself you’re meeting right now
This is a soft self-help moment wrapped in honesty, humor, and growth — about perception, self-worth, and becoming someone you actually like being.
If you’re in a season of rebranding, healing, or rediscovering yourself… this one’s for you.
✨ End with an affirmation you can carry with you all week
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Two years ago, everything changed. I was lying in a hospital bed — unable to walk, talk, or eat — fighting for my life and unsure if I’d ever be the same. What felt like the end became the beginning of a new chapter. In this episode of Literally My Life, I finally share the story I kept hidden: the fear, the faith, the recovery, and the raw truth of what it took to heal — physically, emotionally, spiritually.
Tune in as I walk you through what that December 2023 looked like behind hospital walls, how God carried me when I couldn’t carry myself, and why surviving was only the start. This is my journey from the bed to the mic, from broken to becoming.
If you've ever felt like your worst moment was the end of you — I promise, it might be the beginning of everything. 💛
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This week’s episode is for the girls who refuse to stay down. Alexandra sits with Boulder’s favorite it-girl, Tatum, for a hilarious, heartfelt, and radically real conversation about confidence, campus fame, breakups, and the art of reinventing yourself in public.
We get into:
💗 How Tatum became that girl at a PWI
💗 Breakups, bouncebacks, and the Boulder Man Epidemic
💗 Navigating Reddit trolls + YikYak chaos with humor
💗 Being bald, beautiful, bold — and finding power in identity
💗 What it means to “rebrand” as a form of survival
💗 Building an authentic online presence without losing yourself
This is your weekly reminder: you are allowed to evolve, to pivot, and to come back softer, hotter, and more aligned.
Share this episode with a friend who’s re-entering her main-character era.
New episodes every week 💋
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On this episode of Literally My Life, your Chicago Barbie is back with a rapid-fire roundup of everything I'm loving, learning, manifesting, watching, and wearing. It's part beauty breakdown, part soft spiritual reset, part pop culture moment, all while trying to stay fabulous during finals season. And of course, we wrapped up with some listener questions because what's a Barbie without her girls?
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This week, Chicago Barbie returns home - and back to herself. In today's episode, Alex gets real about what it means to grow into the woman God is calling her to be, even in rooms where she feels misunderstood, underestimated, or out of place. From navigating life as a young Black woman in predominantly white spaces, to rebuilding confidence after setbacks, to staying grounded in faith while still loving beauty, glam, and soft girl energy, this is the reset episode you didn't know you needed.
Alex also answers listener-submitted Ask Alex questions about walking with God in college, balancing social media with mental health, protecting your spirit in a world full of comparison, and embracing your calling even when it scares you.
If you have been craving a conversation that is equal parts faith-filled, funny, feminine, and deeply honest - welcome home.
Listen now and step into your God-led glow-up.
College. Faith. Girlhood. Growth. 💕
In this episode, Alexandra El-Amin — aka Chicago Barbie — opens up about what it’s really like starting her new chapter in Boulder. From homesickness and culture shock to rediscovering confidence and staying grounded in faith, she shares the real, raw, and radiant side of college life.
You’ll hear about:
Adjusting to life away from Chicago
How prayer keeps her centered through change
Building confidence when you feel out of place
And why becoming isn’t about finding yourself — it’s about building who you want to be
Because even in the mountains, God is still God — and Chicago Barbie is still evolving.
✨ Listen now to Literally My Life — the podcast for faith, girlhood, and the glow-up that’s more than skin deep.
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In this heartfelt episode of "Literally My Life," Alexandra El-Amin opens up about her recent journey through a personal funk. She shares candid insights and practical tips on how to navigate life's lows and rediscover your inner strength. From embracing vulnerability to setting boundaries and finding solace in daily routines, Alexandra offers a relatable guide to shaking off the blues. Tune in to learn how small habits and a shift in mindset can lead to big changes. Whether you're in a funk or just looking for inspiration, this episode is your go-to guide for personal growth and resilience.
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My Life: The Newsletter: https://substack.com/@alexelaminchica...This week, I’m breaking down the toxic fairy tale of Carrie and Mr. Big and why situationships—like the one I’ve been navigating—are the worst thing for our hearts (and our confidence). We’re talking about:
The Carrie Bradshaw effect and why she was never the blueprint.
How to break the cycle of mixed signals and half-love.
The emotional rollercoaster of being “almost” chosen.
Your Ask Alex questions on love, dating, and knowing when to walk away.
If you’ve ever been caught up in a “what are we?” situationship or wondered if you were asking for too much (you’re not!), this episode is your sign to put your crown back on.
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In this episode of "Literally My Life," Alexandra dives into the transformative power of internal glow ups versus the allure of external changes. From personal anecdotes about choosing silence over clapbacks to the wisdom of journaling and prayer, she explores how true transformation begins within. Discover why the best glow-ups come from healing eras, not just hair salons, and how embracing your emotions can lead to lasting peace. Tune in for a heartfelt discussion on growth, resilience, and the journey to self-discovery.
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In the Season 3 premiere of Literally My Life: My Guide to Girlhood, I’m opening up about what it means to chase your dreams while quietly healing from heartbreak — the kind that leaves you crying in nail salons and still showing up like nothing’s wrong.
We’re talking about being seen as a person instead of a possession, choosing boundaries over breadcrumbs, and finding strength in softness.
This isn’t about perfection. It’s about permission — to feel, to grow, to glow.
Tune in for an honest convo on career, heartbreak, and the rebirth of girlhood.
💿 New era. New episode. Same girl, but different.
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From being diagnosed with Erb’s Palsy as a child to becoming a dancer, YouTuber, and a finalist for Ciara’s music video, Aashyrah is proof that no obstacle can stop you when you’re determined to win. In this episode of Literally My Life: My Guide to Girlhood, she opens up about her inspiring journey, the challenges she’s faced, and how she’s pushing past every barrier to chase her dreams.
But success doesn’t come without haters. We also dive deep into the mean girl epidemic, fake friendships, jealousy, and how to know when it’s time to walk away from toxic people. Whether it’s shade from so-called friends or silent competition, we’re breaking it ALL down.
🔥 PLUS! We need your help to get Aashyrah into Ciara’s music video! Vote for her, send us proof, and we’ll give you a special shoutout on the pod! 💖
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Ladies, we’ve all been there—waiting on that text back, making excuses for his bare minimum energy, and hoping he’ll finally act right. But guess what? We’re not doing that anymore! In this episode, I’m giving you the ultimate playbook on how to never get played again. We’re talking red flags, self-worth, and how to move like that girl. Plus, I’m answering some juicy Ask Alex questions—should you ever give a man a second chance? How do you know if he actually likes you or is just bored? And most importantly, how do you become so unplayable that the only game being run is the one you control? Tap in, because after this episode, you’ll never let another clown fumble you again.
(VIDEO EPISODE ON SPOTIFY & YOUTUBE)Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/literallymy... / literallymylifemgtgask Alex form: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1yAOO... Storefront: https://www.amazon.com/shop/literally... https://substack.com/@alexelaminchica...Let’s talk about it ALL—birth control, periods, sex for the first time, boys, hygiene, and the things nobody prepared us for! In this episode, I’m joined by my best friend of seven years, Skyy, for a raw, unfiltered convo about the girlhood topics we had to figure out on our own. We’re breaking down everything from the best birth control options to dealing with period horror stories, setting boundaries with boys, and keeping it fresh (yes, we’re talking hygiene too!). Plus, I’m answering your Ask Alex questions with my signature big-sister advice. No shame, no judgment—just the real talk you need! 💖✨ Have a question or story to share? DM me for a chance to be featured in Part 2! 🎧
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In this episode, we dive into the transformative power of choosing silence over reaction and faith over worry. Discover how not reacting to the people and situations around you can be a powerful form of emotional control. We also explore the concept that you can either pray or worry, but you can’t do both at the same time. Tune in for practical insights on cultivating inner peace, letting go of stress, and embracing a mindset that empowers you to stay calm in the face of life’s challenges.
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Ever have those days where you just don’t feel like that girl? When life feels overwhelming, and your confidence is nowhere to be found? In this episode, I’m here to remind you that you are still her—a highly valued, unstoppable, Proverbs 31 woman, even in your funks. This is your motivational girl talk to help you push through self-doubt, embrace your worth, and step back into your power. Because no matter what season you're in, your value never changes. 💕 Tune in for the encouragement you didn’t know you needed!
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So many of us struggle with surrendering our lives completely to God—myself included. In this episode, I open up about my journey with control, trust issues, and the fear of feeling powerless. I’ve battled mental health struggles and addiction, but I’m learning that the key to true healing isn’t holding on tighter—it’s letting go and giving it all to God.
We’ll talk about why surrendering feels so hard, how to release the guilt and shame that keep us stuck, and what happens when we finally leave our problems at the foot of the cross. I’ll also answer Ask Alex questions from you all and end with an inspiring message about Abraham’s unshakable faith—because if he could trust God with his greatest blessing, why can’t we?
It’s time to stop fighting battles that were never ours to begin with. God’s plan is always greater than ours—so why are we still holding on?
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As Valentine’s Day approaches, love is in the air—but what doesreal love actually look like? In this deeply personal episode, I break downCiara’s Prayer lyric by lyric, using it as a guide to explore healing from heartbreak, overcoming loneliness, and redefining love through faith.
Right now, I’m struggling—with addiction, with a love that’s long gone, and with the shame that’s keeping me from running back to God. But just like Ciara prayed for a love that was patient, kind, and godly, I know I need to pray for the same—not just in relationships, but in how I love myself.
We’ll talk about:
💔 Finding purpose in pain and trusting God when love has left you broken.
🙌 Learning to wait for the love you deserve instead of settling for less.
👑 Reclaiming your worth—because you are a queen, a warrior, and a child of God.
🙏 A powerful prayer for healing, surrender, and stepping back into faith.
And of course, I’ll be answering yourAsk Alex questions about love, self-worth, and relationships. If you’ve ever felt lost, lonely, or unworthy of real love, this episode is for you.
✨Because love isn’t just about finding the right person—it’s about becoming the person who’s ready to receive it. ✨
Tune in now. 🎙💖