What will be next and when?
What can you hear at the most silent place you ever have been?
Do you really thing that a suicide is the result of a free will?
And all of a sudden there was this evil voice in my head demanding my death, every 5 minutes for several days...
How it felt, when I took my life.
just by accident I found out that my marriage turned into a lie and than my suicide thoughts showed up and became a deadly tornado.
..... well .... is he? ... is she? ... is it? ... or isn´t God at all? and if... what is it then?
Sometimes a voice speaks to you and that turns your life upside down....
Gays in love might be always sort of difficult. It can be heaven and hell at the same time ....
More than a decade I lived in a mental health paradise after I had my coming out and met the man of my life...
Following your dreams means learning for life and teaching you, that the reality is designed in your inner self and not outside of you.
It is helping to forgive, to find a new focus in life and to understand the people around, if you see the "Why". Stopp judging the "What", because only the "why" shows the intention behind every action.
It was a priest who did something special and made foregiveness availiable. And this was very non catholic.
Our actions are based on the emotions of the past and this is why the emotions of the past are always creating our future.
If the universe turns life one more time into hell
And one day, I was 14 years old, out of the blue, my mother told me that my father is just my stepfather ... Halleluja
... and than there was this one day I couldn´t handle my life any more. Death would be the only solution to escape such parents.
What happend to the old geezer and how the situation from the past is ruling my health of the present.
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Well the drama started, when my mother got pregnant with 15 years from a Italian and my Nazi Grandparetns freaked out.