When you are doing all of the obvious things and still not getting your prayers answered or receiving the healing you are hoping for: What's going on?

This episode is tough love and some hard things to hear, but the aim is to get you to make a decision on where you're headed and what you actually want.

Are you ready to fully devote yourself to seeking the nearness of your Rabb and commit to the path or not?

I realise I haven't touched base with you guys in a little while. On a day-to-day basis I'm doing what most of you are probably doing: juggling my commitments, working, momming and trying my best to hold on to my wird. Alhamdulillah for what Allah (awj) allows us to do.

I want to thank the paid subscribers on Substack and tell you guys that you have a home in my duas. I'm aware 6 bucks/quid isn't crazy for most—could be a huge deal for some, but I'm not just talking about the £6.

For me it's the spirit of generosity and support that you guys approach my work with and the encouragement and energy you bring to this community is priceless.

I hear your gentle nudges to keep PUBLISHING NEW EPISODES!!!!! I hear them loud and clear!

For the ladies who’ve bought me coffees I see you and appreciate you. You guys are an Ayah of Allah's mercy, and to me, you are one more way He’s blessing me and taking care of me. I thank Him (swt) for all of you.

May Allah take the best care of you and continue to use you for Khair.

Sincerely, Sumayah

Originally posted on Substack where all of the new Sincerely, Sumayah content is shared. check it out at sumayah.substack.com

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Start reading Surat Al-Baqarah and go hard on your Istighfar. Watch what it does to your life. Thank you for being here and jazakum Allah khair for listening.

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