Hey Sabscribers!It's been a long time since I've given a guest appearance. There would be no better than to have my amazing homie and fellow creative @lazoschemesofficial to join me on a special episode.Tune in for a fun-filled episode as we catch up on Lazo's recent EP Whispers Before Dawn (on every streaming platform!) as well as NYFW and what Lazo's got in store next!Make sure to find Lazo on Instagram and TikTok @lazoschemes and here on YouTube @lazoschemesofficial !! Listen in on any music streaming platform!!Your support is appreciated! 💜As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!xoxo-Sab 🫶🏼Follow my journey or submit your stories:Instagram @sufferingofsilencepodTikTok @sufferingofsilencepod
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In honor of National Suicide Awareness Month, I wanted to bare my 'naked' self and share my experiences with suicide and how it has affected me and those around me.
In this episode, you will learn of my longing desire to belong somewhere with JUST SOMEONE. That burning desire led me to seek out relationships in life that put my life in danger. I hope that as I continue to navigate this challenge in my life, I can continue to spread awareness and love.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE! There are free resources for you or someone you love who is experiencing these thoughts.Suicide & Crisis hotline:
Call/text 988
Chat: chat.988lifeline.org
Additional resources at 988lifeline.org
I am also a resource you can use! Reach me via Instagram or TikTok messages @sufferingofsilencepod on either platform.
For more updates, I've started a Substack and plan to share my first post soon, so go Sabscribe: https://substack.com/@sabscription
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This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
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It's been too long since I've last posted a full episode. Nothing better than posting one when I am officially 30 years old. Haha. I've missed the feeling of accomplishment when posting a full episode.
There's a few new projects I've been working toward and I can't wait to share it with you all.
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Have you ever heard of dissociative amnesia? Have you ever wondered why you walked into a room and completely forgot why? It could obvs be from a number of things but if you experienced trauma, this type of forgetfulness could be a result of dissociative amnesia. It's all more nuanced than that, so check out some of my experiences of it in the latest episode.
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My apologies for slacking on episodes lately. Life has been hectic and I just haven't felt confident in posting any of the episodes I have recorded.
I realized recently that I'm probably just being a crybaby. I almost chose to give up! I had to find a way to pick myself back up and learn some patience. Nothing worth having will come easy! Discomfort is necessary when you're growing and evolving. But how can I balance this old version of myself and transition into who I know I can be?
Your support is appreciated! 💜
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This was clearly an old episode that I vaulted from months ago (you can tell based off my hair color LOL). I lost the other half of this episode, including the mic audio, but this was important for me to share the experience of domestic violence from a man's perspective. If yall really like this, I'd be happy to bring Carlos back on to finish the rest of the conversation. Hope you guys still love what I was able to scrap together in honor of Men's Mental Health Awareness Month.
Wanna quick interview?
Meet me at:June 21st - Chicago Streetwear Expo (https://posh.vip/e/the-chicago-streetwear-market)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Sometimes I feel like I’m repeating myself but as I learn more about who I am, it helps expand my perspective of how I interact with the world entirely. The point I wanna emphasize is that even though I’m avoidant, I do cherish close and meaningful relationships with people.
My peace and new thought process is that I will never give out the love and care that I expect to ever receive back. This has helped me make peace with situations I cannot control but still remain lovingly me.
Wanna quick interview? Meet me at:
June 21st - Chicago Streetwear Expo (https://posh.vip/e/the-chicago-streetwear-market)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Today’s episode will focus on how we can better protect ourselves from perpetrators who are only interested in getting what they want. Some may disguise themselves as “good people” but pay attention to their actions because they will not match their words. We have to be less willing to bend our personal boundaries for others who have not proven worthy. Especially as I navigate the entertainment industry and broaden my network, I’m learning deeper lessons much quicker. Regardless, I will remain as loving and kind as I always have been and I refuse to change that for anyone. Standing on your boundaries is self respect and that means more than any amount of clout.
Here are resources to refer to for safe dating (and honestly, just starting any new connection, romantic, platonic or otherwise):
https://rainn.org/articles/tips-safer-online-dating-and-dating-app-use
https://www.buzzfeed.com/caseyrackham/women-share-dating-safety-tips
Wanna quick interview? Meet me at:
June 21st - Chicago Streetwear Expo (https://posh.vip/e/the-chicago-streetwear-market)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Another short episode because I got two new port-a-pod episodes on the way!
Join me on this episode to discuss deeper and darker parts of my experiences as an Asian American. I reflect on how the challenges of having immigrant parents and generational burdens that you so dearly wish to break.
Unfortunately, the reality is that I was too late to break those patterns for my nephews and nieces (and even great niece and nephew!) In some way, this is one entry for them and my dedication to the love I will always have for them.
Wanna quick interview? Meet me at:
June 21st - Chicago Streetwear Expo (https://posh.vip/e/the-chicago-streetwear-market)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Keeping it short and simple this week! There's tons more I wanna share for AAPI Heritage Month! So stay tuned for more the rest of this month.
Wanna quick interview? Meet me at:
May 3rd - Thriving Artist Fashion Experience (Chicago)
May 4th - Support Your Hommes Fashion Event (Chicago)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Get a little deep and spiritual with me! One huge lesson I've learned is that I will always trust my intuition above anything. My intuition has lead me to some great experiences and opportunities. Sometimes asking for advice and perspective is needed, but always remember to follow your heart. Anytime I didn't I probably hurt myself more than I needed.
Wanna quick interview? Meet me at:
May 3rd - Thriving Artist Fashion Experience (Chicago)
May 4th - Support Your Hommes Fashion Event (Chicago)
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Sabaidee Pi Mai! Happy Lao New Year! With recent changes in my life, I've recently discovered new ways to introduce myself, so let's keep it short! I've got something special to share with you all. I wish I could bring it to all platforms but it's a better watch than just a listen! So go to the YouTube channel now and enjoy!
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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Is there ever such a thing as a humble brag?
Recently, I've dove deeper into defining what exactly is the disconnection that I'm experiencing in the world. This disconnection has made me question if I'm the f*cked up person who sees things ass backwards. Or am I still just the misunderstood little girl I've always been? I'm always left feeling like the idea of who I am is more appealing and palatable to the world, rather than the actual me myself.
I AM CURRENTLY SEARCHING FOR A NEW CAMERA PERSON LOCATED IN THE MILWAUKEE AREA. I’m looking to work someone who’s interested in experimenting with ideas/concepts but most importantly JUST HAVE FUN capturing an experience. HIT A HOMIE UP!!!
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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R.I.P. to another important relationship in my life. I hope that letting go of these various people, friends, my career and more will lead me exactly where I’ve been working hard to get to.
I AM CURRENTLY SEARCHING FOR A NEW CAMERA PERSON LOCATED IN THE MILWAUKEE AREA. I’m looking to work someone who’s interested in experimenting with ideas/concepts but most importantly JUST HAVE FUN capturing an experience. HIT A HOMIE UP!!!
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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*TRIGGER WARNING*
🚨THIS EPISODE CONTAINS DISCUSSIONS AND CONVERSATIONS REGARDING SEXUAL ASSAULT AND SUICIDE. PLEASE REFRAIN FROM LISTENING IF THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU. 🚨
Please welcome our guest this week Katherine Westmoreland. As we close out women’s history month, I thought it would be beneficial to share our personal testimonies of violence against women.
Femicide is the leading cause of death in women across the world. Please take time to read more facts about femicide to understand how we can prevent it from spreading. Femicide can be caused by the ones closest to women.
https://www.unwomen.org/en/articles/explainer/five-essential-facts-to-know-about-femicide
Are you currently experiencing domestic violence?
Call 800-799-7233
Text 'BEGIN' to 88788
Chat https://www.thehotline.org/
Are you experiencing thoughts of self harm and/or suicide?
Call/text 988
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
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March 15th officially marked one year since I released the very first episode of Suffering of Silence. Although, I feel like there are so many goals I have yet to reach, I still feel honored that I can even celebrate one whole year. So much has changed since the first episode. Can't wait to share what the next year of S.O.S. will be!
Your support is appreciated! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
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*ADVISORY* This episode does discuss topics such as domestic violence and sexual assault
In honor of Women's History Month, I wanted to give you insight into a part of my connection to my femininity and womanhood. I wanted to share parts of my cultural history and background. I hope you all enjoy it!
Your support is appreciated and needed more than ever now! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
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*ADVISORY* This episode does discuss topics such as domestic violence and sexual assault
In honor of International Women's Day, I went back and forth on whether I wanted to give you guys structured facts in a well articulated format or if I just wanted to freely talk to you guys. I clearly chose to freely express myself and how I identify, (struggle really), as a strong woman in the world. I'll have something special to share with you all on March 8th, so follow along on TikTok and Instagram @sufferingofsilencepod.
More time on my hands equates to weekly episodes and more content on TikTok! Follow along my day-to-day journey as I navigate this new part of my life. Your support is appreciated and needed more than ever now! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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I knew I lived with some level of fear, but I didn't realize until recently how much my fear was controlling me. My fear was getting in the way of how I love people and most importantly, how I love myself. I feel like I've unlocked a new level of consciousness. The real test is, "Will I be able to consistently apply this lesson to all aspects and all relationships in my life?" This episode will serve as a reminder to me and everyone else that needs to hear it--FUCK FEAR! FUCK CONDITIONED THINKING!
We might only get this lifetime, so make it fucking count!
More time on my hands equates to weekly episodes and more content on TikTok! Follow along my day-to-day journey as I navigate this new part of my life. Your support is appreciated and needed more than ever now! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
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First of all, shout out y'all for loving me and supporting me through some of my most difficult times. I genuinely am so grateful and beyond blessed to have each of you apart of my life. I've seen all the messages and comments and those are what keep me going!
Your girl found herself a new job in a whole new field! I'll keep y'all updated on this new venture. I've never felt more comfortable with the discomfort of these growing pains from losing my job.
More time on my hands equates to weekly episodes and more content on TikTok! Follow along my day-to-day journey as I navigate this new part of my life. Your support is appreciated and needed more than ever now! 💜
As always, thank you so greatly for tuning in! This was built on love, so let's please keep it that way!
xoxo
-Sab 🫶🏼
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