A Life Update: Quitting My Job, Navigating Loss, and Sitting in the In-Between
This episode is a real-time look at the messy middle — the space between what ended and what hasn’t yet begun. I’m sharing a transparent update on quitting my corporate job, navigating fresh grief, and sitting in a season that feels equal parts freeing, confusing, heavy, and strangely hopeful.
If you’re someone who’s ever stepped out of something before the next thing was fully formed… or if grief has ever reshaped your plans without asking permission… this one will feel familiar.
We get into:
• Why I finally left the job I’d been wanting to quit for years
• How living as a Projector makes traditional work structures nearly impossible
• The tension between trusting the universe and being furious with it
• What a 12th house year + Capricorn season is surfacing
• Duality, relational mirrors, and the emotional backlog that catches up when life gets quiet
• Rest cycles, seasonality, and why I’m not pushing content right now
• The creative work I am planning (podcast foundations + writing my novel)
This episode isn’t polished. It’s human, tired, and honest. A snapshot of the in-between — the part most people skip when they tell their story.
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Business in Retrograde - the podcast episode where Kessli breaks down her method for aligning her schedule with her birth chart. The episode covers astrological business season cycling and contains the link to her free resource: Astrological Business Cycling Freebie for mapping out your own.
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In this episode of Taboo Transmission, I’m diving into what it really means to recognize and trust the signs that show up in our lives — especially when they don’t make logical sense. I share some personal moments where guidance came through in quiet, ordinary ways… and others that broke through in the middle of a full-blown spiral.
We’ll explore the difference between being grounded enough to discern truth versus needing to be perfectly regulated to receive it, and how the body often speaks before the mind catches up. This isn’t a conversation about magical thinking — it’s about tracking real patterns, listening when something deeper is speaking, and learning how your system says “this matters.”
Chapters
00:00 Introduction to Signs and Intuition
02:34 The Challenge of Trusting Signs
04:50 Personal Experiences with Signs
07:39 How Signs Manifest in Everyday Life
10:21 The Role of Music and Numbers in Signs
12:24 Significant Moments and Validation
14:47 Understanding the Subtlety of Signs
17:35 The Importance of Being Grounded
20:22 Interpreting Signs and Personal Feelings
22:49 The Journey of Recognizing Signs
25:05 Closing Thoughts and Future Engagements
38:05 Outro Video.mp4
Keywords
signs, intuition, spirituality, personal experiences, grounding, emotional regulation, trust, validation, twin flames, podcast
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🎧 Credits Original intro music by Attic Sloths thank you for the sound that sets this space.
Keywords
spiritual awakening, personal growth, self-discovery, podcast, faith, beliefs, mental health, emotional healing, spirituality, inner peace
Summary
In this episode of the Taboo Transmission Podcast, host Holly Faye discusses her journey of spiritual awakening, the fears of being misunderstood, and the backlash she faced when sharing her beliefs. She explores her experiences with hearing voices, personal growth, and the challenges of navigating organized religion. Holly emphasizes the importance of creating a space for exploration and invites listeners to join her in questioning and discussing their own beliefs and experiences.
Takeaways
Holly shares her fear of being misunderstood and offending others. She reflects on her spiritual awakening experience and its impact on her beliefs. The backlash from sharing her spiritual experiences surprised her. Holly discusses the voices she began to hear after her awakening. She emphasizes personal growth and accountability as key outcomes of her experiences. Holly expresses her discomfort with organized religion and its limitations. She explores the concept of hell and its personal significance. The podcast aims to create a space for exploration and open dialogue. Holly acknowledges her fear of being seen and judged in sharing her story. She invites listeners to join the conversation about faith, doubt, and spirituality.
Titles
Sound Bites
"I was afraid to be misunderstood."
"I was afraid to be seen."
"You belong in this conversation."
Chapters
00:00 Introduction and Setup Changes
02:02 Fear of Offending and Misunderstanding
04:17 Spiritual Awakening vs. Spiritual Attack
10:28 The Defining Moment of Awakening
12:06 Backlash from Sharing Spiritual Experiences
15:12 Hearing Voices and Psychic Abilities
21:35 Personal Growth and Accountability
24:32 Exploring Beliefs and Organized Religion
30:16 Self-Doubt and Inner Hell
34:27 Creating a Space for Exploration
37:06 Conclusion and Invitation to the Audience
37:54 Outro Video.mp4
💌 Connect
Instagram: @hollyfaye_
YouTube: @hollyfaye_
Spotify: Taboo Transmission
🎧 Credits
Original intro music by Attic Sloths – thank you for the sound that sets this space.
In this second episode of Taboo Transmission, I share the grief I never saw coming.
This story traces the day everything changed — the unexpected loss of someone I hadn’t spoken to in over a decade, the unraveling that followed, and the deeper truth I discovered underneath the pain. This episode explores:
If you've ever questioned why a loss hit harder than it should have — or felt grief that didn’t make sense on paper — this episode might speak to something you’ve never said out loud.
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Original intro music by Attic Sloths – thank you for the sound that sets this space.
In this debut episode of Taboo Transmission, I pull back the curtain on why this podcast exists.
You’ll hear the unfiltered voice memo I recorded on July 2nd: the birthday of someone very important to me who passed away. I didn’t plan to launch with this. But I knew in my bones it had to be the beginning. This episode explores:
If you’ve ever carried a truth too sacred to share — or feared what might happen if you finally said it — this one’s for you.
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Original intro music by Attic Sloths – thank you for the sound that sets this space.