So this is a side that's always difficult for me to show, and it usually manifests in private when I can work through these feelings on my own time. There are many times the grind can be rewarding, but this year has proven that I'm pulling my hair out doing so much extra work when I could be tripling down on the things I love doing that also earn me stability and flexibility in what I do. I try to articulate these feelings, because at the core I am grateful to even be working in this industry that is so deeply tied to who I am, but there are times where I need to vent and I appreciate ya'll who have the patience and understanding with these comments.

Note: I'm not trying to call anybody out, or make anybody feel bad, or even refer to anything explicit in what I'm currently up to, I just wanted to share this side of myself since the emotions where palpable right before filming. Comment or DM me if you want to continue the conversation!

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