In this deeply personal episode, I’m taking you all the way back to my first love, my most toxic relationship, and the breakup that completely shattered my world… and eventually led me to booking a one-way ticket to Thailand, which completely transformed my life.
I share the real story I usually “brush over” when people ask, “So what brought you to Thailand?” — the emotional rollercoaster of an 8-year codependent relationship with an avoidant partner, the red flags I ignored, the moment I finally said “enough,” and how that pain became the portal to the biggest breakthrough of my life.
I share this story with those who are stuck in toxic relationships, terrified to leave, or trying to rebuild their lives after a breakup. I want you to know that you are not alone and to inspire hope in your broken heart that this painful chapter of your life is about to crack you open.
In this episode, I talk about:
Meeting my first love at 15 and how our “obsessive teenage romance” slowly turned into codependency
The early red flags I ignored
How I lost myself completely and made him my whole world
The emotional abuse that chipped away my self-worth
The exact moment I knew I had to leave and how I actually found the courage to end it
The aftermath: depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and rebuilding myself piece by piece
How solo travel, self-love, and spiritual connection led me to a completely new identity
The nudge from God that led to Thailand and why I never looked back
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