⚠️ Trigger Warning: psychological abuse, manipulation, threats, and foul/explicit language

In this episode, I share what happened the moment I finally left — when the charm disappeared completely and the abuse exploded overnight. For the first time, I read the messages he sent me in those early days: the threats, the insults, the manipulation, and the sudden shift from “I love you” to “I will destroy you.” This chapter exposes the real person behind the mask and marks the point where fear became part of my everyday life.

Part two picks up with a baptism, a cross-country move, a quick marriage, and an even quicker return home. The charm is still here, but it's starting to crack - this is the beginning of the unravel.

In this first chapter of my story, I take you back to where it all began—meeting my ex, falling fast, and getting swept up in the love bombing that pulled me in. I share the early manipulation, the pressure, the pregnancy, and the tiny cracks that started to show long before I was ready to see them. This episode includes mentions of emotional and physical abuse.