Have you ever felt like you were doing everything right—following the rules, checking all the boxes—yet somehow, you still felt… lost? Disconnected? Wondering if God was even listening?
Or maybe you’ve spent years chasing success, believing that once you reached the top, you’d finally feel whole… only to realize the emptiness never really left.
We’ve been there. And we know we’re not alone.
Welcome to The Wrestle—a podcast about the struggle, the doubts, and the turning points that bring us closer to God.
We’re here to have real conversations about faith—the kind that go beyond surface-level answers. We’ll talk about what’s truly available to us as followers of Christ… and how to overcome the very things that keep us from Him.
Because The Wrestle isn’t a sign that you’re failing—it’s an invitation. An invitation to dig deeper, to ask the hard questions, and to find the peace and purpose that only God can give.
So if you’ve ever felt like you’re wrestling with your faith… you’re in the right place. Join us as we break down The Wrestle—together.
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Have you ever felt like you were doing everything right—following the rules, checking all the boxes—yet somehow, you still felt… lost? Disconnected? Wondering if God was even listening?
Or maybe you’ve spent years chasing success, believing that once you reached the top, you’d finally feel whole… only to realize the emptiness never really left.
We’ve been there. And we know we’re not alone.
Welcome to The Wrestle—a podcast about the struggle, the doubts, and the turning points that bring us closer to God.
We’re here to have real conversations about faith—the kind that go beyond surface-level answers. We’ll talk about what’s truly available to us as followers of Christ… and how to overcome the very things that keep us from Him.
Because The Wrestle isn’t a sign that you’re failing—it’s an invitation. An invitation to dig deeper, to ask the hard questions, and to find the peace and purpose that only God can give.
So if you’ve ever felt like you’re wrestling with your faith… you’re in the right place. Join us as we break down The Wrestle—together.
Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the stress and expectations during the holiday season, urging you to focus on gratitude and turn to Christ. They highlight the transformative power of experiencing Jesus, using the example of Alma and his companions who, despite their past sins, found peace and became missionaries. The conversation underscores the immediate availability of mercy and rest in Christ, encouraging you to claim these gifts now rather than waiting for a future reward.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of faith and the atonement of Jesus Christ, emphasizing that true faith involves trusting in God's help and not trying to do life alone. They highlight the importance of repentance, not as punishment but as a path to enabling power through Christ's atonement. They share personal experiences and scriptural references, such as Mosiah 3:17, to illustrate how God's support is essential for overcoming life's challenges. The episode also touches on the Book of Mormon challenge, the role of the Holy Ghost, and the need for daily repentance and covenants to access the atonement's benefits, including peace and strength in difficult times.
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Tatiana is joined by special guest, Bryce Prescott, and they discuss Bryce's spiritual journey, detailing his upbringing in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, his mission in Brazil, and his subsequent divorce and excommunication. He recounted his rebaptism and the subsequent period of spiritual growth, emphasizing the importance of personal relationship with God over religious adherence. He discussed his more recent experiences with Impact Church in Scottsdale and the impact of Charlie Kirk's memorial on his faith. They also highlight the significance of honesty, integrity, and personal responsibility in spirituality, and the importance of finding joy and humor in faith.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the sweetness of God's love, comparing it to cherished holiday traditions like Tatiana's husband's pecan logs. They highlight the anticipation and preparation for Christ's birth, referencing biblical and scriptural references. They touch on the importance of yielding to God's invitations, using the analogy of acquiring a taste for spiritual experiences. They also challenge you read the Book of Mormon in 30 days and experience Jesus more profoundly this Christmas season.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the importance of setting boundaries, especially during the holiday season, while maintaining love and respect for others. They emphasize that boundaries are essential for personal spiritual peace and growth, citing scriptures like Mosiah 4:27 and examples from Christ's life. They highlight that boundaries are not punishments but safeguards for healthy connections and genuine love. They also mention the 30-day Book of Mormon challenge and encourage you to sign up on their website for a schedule to enhance your spiritual experience during the holidays.
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Tatiana is joined by special guest Riley Barker and they discuss their previous experiences and upcoming anticipation of reading through the entire Book of Mormon during the month of December. They express the challenges of condensing their reading to one calendar month as well as the blessings they have experienced through their focus and consistency in daily reading. Riley found the challenge rewarding, noting increased kindness, better understanding of others, and more natural conversations about Christ. They also reflect upon the parrallel between reading about Christ's appearance in the Americas in the third book of Nephi matching up in their reading schedule with the few days leading up to Christmas Day.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the challenges of faith, emphasizing the importance of trusting God's word without seeking proof. They explore the concept of agency, highlighting that while it can be oppressive, it also offers freedom. Tatiana shares her journey of understanding God's word, which led to a shift in perspective and a deeper trust in God's plan. They discuss the significance of seeking truth in the scriptures and how understanding God's character can transform your faith. The conversation concludes with encouragement to experiment with faith and seek divine guidance, ultimately leading to a fulfilling relationship with God.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the theme of joy, emphasizing that it is found through experiencing Jesus. They reflect on how recent interviews and personal experiences highlight the importance of turning to Christ for peace and joy. They discuss the challenges of maintaining an eternal perspective during hard times and the significance of the atonement in finding joy. They also encourage you to seek God's love and guidance, assuring that joy is attainable through faith and turning to Christ.
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Tatiana is joined by special guest, Suzanne Rentmiester, and they discuss Suzanne's journey of faith and healing. Suzanne shares her struggles with generational trauma, negative self-talk, and the impact of her verbally abusive mother. Suzanne's turning point came in 2019 when she began the ARP program and the "He Did Deliver Me from Bondage" book. Through daily scripture study, journaling, and confession, she learned to reconcile with others and embrace the atonement's process of repentance and forgiveness. Suzanne emphasizes the importance of facing your personal storms and trusting in God's healing process, which transformed her from a victim to a thriver.
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Tatiana is joined by special guest, Bekah Sien, and they discuss Bekah's journey through a difficult marriage and the impact of the 12-step program. Becca describes her initial resistance to seeking help and how she eventually found solace and strength through the program. She emphasizes the importance of surrender and the enabling power of the Atonement. Bekah also highlights the transformative effect of personal revelation and the joy found in recognizing God's presence in daily life.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the biblical story of Alma and Amulek, emphasizing the importance of heeding God's calls. The conversation highlights the struggle between comfort and spiritual growth, using examples like Amulek and Enos. They reflect on personal experiences of faith, the challenges of trusting God's timing, and the need to align desires with divine guidance. The episode concludes with a reminder of the eternal nature of testimony and the continuous refinement of faith.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the wrestle with faith and the importance of overcoming personal obstacles. Tatiana shares a personal story about her high school swimming experience, highlighting how pride led her to miss opportunities for joy. They transition to discussing step six in the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, emphasizing the need to let desire work in you and yield to Christ's sanctification. They reference scriptures from First and Second Nephi, stressing the importance of asking questions and seeking divine guidance. The conversation concludes with a quote from President Nelson, encouraging you to come unto Christ for healing and guidance.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of perfectionism and the need to admit weaknesses. They reference the book "Deliver Me from Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, which encourages honesty and vulnerability in confession. The conversation underscores the transformative power of grace, the importance of trusting in God, and the mutual support that comes from sharing personal trials and experiences.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss being human and having weaknesses by acknowledging that we are merely mortal. They emphasize the importance of acknowledging human weaknesses and sharing them with trusted individuals like therapists or priesthood leaders for spiritual growth. They reference Colleen Harrison's book "He to Deliver Me from Bondage" and highlight the need for sincere repentance. The conversation includes personal anecdotes and scriptural references, such as Alma 22:18, to illustrate the process of overcoming sins and drawing closer to God. They stress the significance of complete honesty and the transformative power of the atonement.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the concept of "Woe unto the uncircumcised of heart" from Colleen Harris's book "He Did Deliver Me from Bondage." They emphasize the importance of a written inventory to examine and address destructive behaviors inherited from past generations. They share personal anecdotes and examples, such as the story of the roast from "The Four Agreements," to illustrate how traditions and experiences shape our actions. They stress the need for self-awareness, curiosity, and grace in understanding and changing these behaviors. The conversation concludes with the promise of healing and joy through honest introspection and divine guidance.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the journey of faith and the principles of the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, which follows a 12-step program similar to AA. They share personal experiences with faith, repentance, and the importance of writing by hand in the process. They emphasize the significance of honesty and the role of the Spirit of Christ in guiding and healing. They also highlight the transformative power of writing down thoughts and feelings, and the importance of recognizing and owning your truth to find peace and purpose in faith.
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Tatiana is joined by special guest, Lowell Beck, and they discuss his lifelong wrestle with faith, particularly after his father's mental decline and eventual death despite priesthood blessings promising healing. Lowell reflects on his faith journey, emphasizing the importance of holding onto what is known about God and trusting in His plan. He finds solace in scriptures and teachings, particularly Elder Holland's 2020 conference talk, which helped him reconcile his father's suffering. They advise others to persist in faith, as understanding and peace will come in time.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the struggles and doubts in faith, emphasizing the importance of self-reflection and emotional maturity. They explore the concept of step four in the 12-step process, focusing on taking an honest inventory of personal actions and their impact. They highlight the discomfort of confronting past mistakes but stress the importance of owning your role in events that transpire. The conversation also touches on the role of repentance as a panacea for personal growth and the need for continuous self-improvement to draw closer to Christ.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss more of the principles of King Benjamin's promise, emphasizing the importance of being friends with Christ and seeking His atonement. They delve into step four of the process, which involves making a fearless written inventory of one's past to recognize personal weaknesses and sins. The conversation highlights the significance of repentance, the analogy of heart surgery, and the need to trust Christ as the ultimate healer, urging you to confront your mistakes and denials to find true peace and purpose.
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Tatiana is joined by Justin, and they continue their discussion on divine promises as part of the struggle to grow in faith. They explore the concept of wrestling with your faith as a sign of deeper commitment and a call to ask hard questions. Tatiana shares a personal story about kayaking with a young girl with social disabilities, emphasizing the importance of teamwork and grace. They discuss certain promises of the gospel, such as retaining a remission of sins, growing in knowledge, and not injuring others. They also highlight the need for parents to teach and discipline their children with love and understanding, drawing parallels to Christ's parenting style.
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Have you ever felt like you were doing everything right—following the rules, checking all the boxes—yet somehow, you still felt… lost? Disconnected? Wondering if God was even listening?
Or maybe you’ve spent years chasing success, believing that once you reached the top, you’d finally feel whole… only to realize the emptiness never really left.
We’ve been there. And we know we’re not alone.
Welcome to The Wrestle—a podcast about the struggle, the doubts, and the turning points that bring us closer to God.
We’re here to have real conversations about faith—the kind that go beyond surface-level answers. We’ll talk about what’s truly available to us as followers of Christ… and how to overcome the very things that keep us from Him.
Because The Wrestle isn’t a sign that you’re failing—it’s an invitation. An invitation to dig deeper, to ask the hard questions, and to find the peace and purpose that only God can give.
So if you’ve ever felt like you’re wrestling with your faith… you’re in the right place. Join us as we break down The Wrestle—together.
