Benji gets real about dealing with acne while on testosterone and the question a lot of people quietly ask: is bad skin a reason to stop T? In this episode, he talks through his own experience, what testosterone actually does to your skin, and the frustration of breakouts that don’t feel “temporary.” We also catch up on New Year’s and chat about the party we had before diving into the topic.

A New Year’s special with champagne, listener questions, and real talk. We look back on the year that was and share what we’re manifesting for the year ahead!

This episode explores what it means to celebrate Christmas as a trans person. From navigating family dynamics and holiday traditions to finding joy, safety, and authenticity during the festive season, the conversation reflects on the emotional realities many transgender people face at Christmas.

In this episode, we rewind to our teenage years when everything felt bigger, louder, and just a little more dangerous. What starts as a casual trip turns into a heart pounding moment where we honestly thought we were about to get robbed. We break down the chaos, the fear, and the way our teenage brains handled the situation while laughing at how dramatic it all feels in hindsight. Along the way, we reflect on the reckless confidence, close calls, and unforgettable memories that shaped who we are now. 

In this episode, we break down the latest Jeffree Star controversy and the remarks that have been widely criticized as transphobic. From harmful talking points to tired internet tropes, we unpack why these comments sparked backlash, how they impact the transgender community, and what this says about influencer culture in 2025. Join us as we fact-check, drag (respectfully), and dissect the chaos while highlighting the importance of real LGBTQ+ allyship.

In this episode of Trans and Transparent, we unpack the phrase “Protect the dolls”—where it comes from, who it uplifts, and whether trans men feel left out of the love. We dig into community language, belonging, and how we can show up for each other with clarity and care.

Benji’s back fresh from top surgery and ready to overshare. We talk about the highs, the chaos, the pillow fortress that saved his life, and the moment he realized T-Rex arms are very real. We discuss the ups and downs so far and how Benji is doing since having his surgery 2 weeks ago! 

This episode dives into the essentials of binding and top surgery, offering practical guidance, safety tips, and personal insights for anyone exploring gender-affirming care. We break down how to choose and use binders safely, what to expect throughout the top surgery process, and how to navigate the emotional and physical journey along the way. Informative, supportive, and grounded in real experiences, this episode is here to help you feel prepared and understood.

It’s a question that stirs up a lot of feelings in the community — so we’re diving in, transparently. In this episode, we unpack the stereotypes, privileges, and challenges that shape trans men’s and trans women’s experiences. No competition, just conversation. Join us as we talk nuance, share personal stories, and remind everyone that we’re stronger when we lift each other up.

It’s spooky season, and we’re getting transparent in the dark! Join us for a Halloween special full of ghost stories, giggles, and maybe a few goosebumps. From classic hauntings to personal chills, we’re sharing tales that blur the line between the seen and unseen — all with our signature honesty and humor. Grab your blanket and tune in… if you dare.

This week on Trans and Transparent, we’re swapping stories about what it’s really like living together — the funny moments, the little annoyances, and everything in between. From late-night laughs to awkward roommate situations, we’re keeping it real and a little ridiculous.

In this episode, we’re diving deep (and laughing hard) as we scroll through some of the wildest, sweetest, and most relatable trans stories Reddit has to offer. From chaotic coming-out moments to unexpected allies, we react, reflect, and unpack what these stories say about trans life online and in the real world. Expect a mix of empathy and giggles about hilarious stories.

In this episode, we dive into the practical side of gender expression: packing and tucking. Whether you're exploring gender-affirming tools for the first time, curious about safe methods, or just looking for tips to feel more comfortable in your body, this guide covers the essentials. We talk about different options, the do’s and don’ts for safety, and how these practices can impact confidence and self-expression. Plus, we share personal insights and resources to help you navigate what feels right for you. Benji's favorite soft packers: https://www.ackoboms.com/products/ackobom-ftm-2-in-1-big-glans-le03a?ref=BENJAMINASTROM (code: BENJI) https://www.mormeprosthetics.com/products/morme-soft-packer-uncut?aff=58 Benji’s favorite prosthetic for play (code BENJI10): https://peecockproducts.com/inflatable-peecock-7inch.html?tracking=68be5b6129160 Packing Underwear: https://clothingstarboy.com/products/packing-boxers-x3 https://www.dys4ick.com/product-page/transform-packing-boxers   Hunter's Favorite Tucking Panties  https://tuckituppp.com/?ref=HUNTIRO (Use Code Huntiro) https://tcomfifits.com/?srsltid=AfmBOorgF0rTPKVa7mqDk-Vxy16oPCiGKEg2KIazZNX7KPDtbgjHnjk-      

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In this episode of Trans and Transparent, we get real about anxiety and how it shows up in daily life, especially while navigating transition. We talk through the ups and downs of being on different hormone timelines, the progress we’ve noticed, and the challenges that come with change happening at its own pace. To lighten things up, we wrap up with a hilarious segment where Hunter plays a round of Fuck, Marry, Kill! Things get unexpectedly chaotic! 

This week we are joined by Eliah Reber for a fun and honest conversation about the changes that come with testosterone. From voice drops to body hair, Benji and Eliah build a tier list of their favorite (and least favorite) changes, sharing laughs, stories, and personal perspectives along the way. Instagram @eliah.rbr 

In this episode we cover two conversations. First we talk about the realities of being trans content creators, from finding a voice online to handling visibility and vulnerability. Then we turn to toxic masculinity, how it shows up in our lives, how it affects relationships, and what it takes to push back against it. 

This week Benji finally tries the wig!! We also talk about what it really means to stay present during sex when anxiety keeps showing up. From overthinking and performance pressure to the ups and downs of dating and learning to trust people, we open up about how these struggles shape intimacy and connection. Honest, unpolished, and very real! 

In this episode, we dive into the world of ballroom! It's a space built on creativity, competition, and community. We’ll talk about how ballroom started, what happens at a ball, and why it’s such an important part of LGBTQ+ culture. From houses to categories to voguing, this is an introduction to the energy and history that make ballroom unforgettable. Featuring Swedish Princess Samantha Angels and Chicago Angels.  Instagram @_sammy_angels @chicago.castillo Beat at the end - Flute HA by Esengo Angels 

So… how do you actually know if you’re trans? In this episode, we get real about the big, messy, exciting, and sometimes scary process of figuring out your gender. We’ll talk about the little signs you might notice, what gender euphoria feels like, and why there’s no one “right” way to be trans. Whether you’re questioning, already out, or just starting to wonder, this is a safe space to sort through those “what ifs” and maybe find a little clarity along the way.