Growing up I was abused by my moms boyfriend. I believe he SAed me at 4 to 5 years old. My private parts were literally purple, black, and swollen. I can never forget it. Episode 1.

The Riverside Superior Courts Has Used Threats Such as Taking My Children and Putting them into the system Or Putting me in jail if I Didn't let them go to their fathers home. The Sheriff Department Has Never Contacted me back after taking the initial report (s). The CPS Worker stats she's been trying to contact them via email for 30 days with no response! I'm being gang stalked by My Neighbors and Public Officials. We Are Suffering In Unknowing. Are we safe from the sheriff, Our Abusers, Courts, CPS?? I've tried to get therapy and it turns out shady! We Need Help To Get Away And To Get Justice! Everyone Must Be Brought To Justice! Please Find It In Your Heart To Share Our Story, Please and Thank You.

It's hard to sleep after finding out that your children have been abused and you've kept fighting but still couldn't stop the abuse from happening. It's more than heart breaking to say the least.

How My Narcissistic Ex Husband Locked Me Out Of My House While Picking Up The Kids. He Knew My Work Shift was about start(Remote Work) . He knew it was making me happy so he destroyed it for me. I Left My Phone, Keys, Everything in the house not thinking 🤔 I'd need them. Ended up late for work and not working that day. He Taunted Me With How He Makes His Wife Hate Me By Telling Her Bad Things About Me. Listen In For Me.

The Following Video is One Of a Couple that I Have.I Keep mostly everything for records and the though I didn't realize It was abuse at the time, I Do Now. I would Appreciate You Guys taking your time to view the entire video. I will post other videos that go with the parts of Abuse I've made podcast on. In this video he even abuses our Son who was a baby at that time. Here is the link to my youtube where it's posted. Thanx https://youtu.be/zsHTzTh27Fk

I thought a follow up was needed to the fake 🤥 pregnancy segment. This is why my ex husband would want to make me Jealous with a pregnancy. He tortured me for a year with this fake pregnancy and it did break me down a lot. I am not able to bare children again. He knew I Really wanted more Children but I felt like I had no choice since they told me I Had endometriosis. It was devastating hearing I didn't after they'd taken my Uterus out. They never did a biopsy before but I had no clue at age 25. I Trusted The Military Doctors, Sadly. Now I Have A Permanent Reminder. I Do Believe God Has A Plan For Every Shallow Water. Listen in for more details.

I called into the 1800 rape Hotline for help and they told me to do everything I've already done. I've explained that nobody helps but they offered zero assistance. What is the point of these hotlines. IMO they make you feel worst than before calling. I Need Help To Get Justice ⚖️ For My Family. Something isn't right with the legal system.

Tonight April 16th, 2021 My Verbal Twin Came to me while I was making tea and said he needed to tell me something. He said his father made Himself, His Brother, and their older cousin take a shower together. He then told me that his cousin put his p*nis inside him and His Twin Brother, Then Made Them Sodomize Each other. He said that they were screaming and crying but nobody came to help. He has been holding it in, in fear of "getting in trouble" "nobody would believe him" this same cousin attempted to rape my daughter and had busted her head with a bat. There will be a podcast on this separately. My Non Verbal Son Doesn't and Wouldn't Understand. He doesn't get that he was raped or have a way to say he was raped. I have been to court, I've called the police, I've done everything legal in my power and income to protect my Children but they system has more than failed us! My Son Has Held Something so heavy and he didn't know it was rape but he said he felt wrong and he's very very very distraught. If you can help us, please get in contact with me.

In this episode I Discuss The Sexual Abuse and Public Shame I Received After Leaving my Ex Husband. I was Publicly Humiliated On Social Media. I Discuss Getting My First STD Ever from My Now Ex Husband. I Share How I Was Forced Into Swinging and How It Felt To Watch Him Have intercourse with other woman and Forget me. I Tell All About His Alleged "Twin Boys Pregnancy 🤰 " Same As Our Twin Boys ?? Tune In Now To For All The Details! #ThisIsMyJustice

I Experienced Abuse that put my unborn child at risk of death by being choked while pregnant. My Pregnancy was very hard, I Couldn't Move Well. I had to have a c-section for the second time and alone in a different country with no family or friends. After about 5 days, I was told I was being lazy and needed to get up and get my own food and take care of the kids while he was on paternity leave because it was his time off to relax. Listen in for the full story. #AbuseDuringPregnancy #NarcissisticAbuse #Reality

In This Segment, I continue my Healing Journey Through Expression of Truth without fear. For so long I have posted than deleted my story. It is important that we as a community make This Kind of Abuse Well Known. So That Others Know They are being abused. The Traumatic Events Replay in my head, smells, sounds. I have been forced to Co Parent with My Abuser because he is good at what he does. So This is My Justice and Truth. I'm Going to tell my entire life. This Pregnancy Abuse wouldn't be the last time He Abused me while pregnant. There will be a podcast on the Second pregnancy abuse. Thank You.

In this episode I discuss What lead to me being raped by my ex husband. 7.5 years of narcissistic abuse. I discuss my decisions leading up to getting married and My Multiple Attempts to escape. I discuss Taking myself to a mental hospital in order to finally leave. please be aware that this episode is graphic and could cause triggers *please listen at you own risk* I Hope to help someone out there that was my old self so they can too Escape The Abuse. Thank You for listening and Thank you for sharing. I am Thankful and Grateful 🧚🏾‍♂️🧚🏾‍♂️🧚🏾‍♂️💍💍💍💍🦋🦋🦋🦋🐝🐝🐝🐝🐍🐍🐍🐍🦀🦀🦀🦀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🌳🌳🌳🌼🌼🌼🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌪🌪🌪

In these two segments the Discussion is heating up, Getting intense on Racism and Government Abuse! The blind eye People take when its not their skin tone or “Money Class” . America is more than divided, America is Under a Spell! wake UP! Black Lives are not a trend! Government Abuse on Citizens is happening and the people are giving up their rights for free. Our Freedom of Speech is being taken away. We have The Biggest Election Fraud Being covered up! Looking into Italy Helping Steal Our Election! Our Elected Officials Care About A Building more than the people! Thats why we still don’t have help in a pandemic! They Could Help the people IF they wanted! They don’t want to. Listen in to Hear My Opinion on these current Events. Thank you, I am Grateful for you listening. Donations can be made to my cashapp $ThePastOfMyFuture

In this episode I'm Mopping. Lets talk Black Culture, Mentality, And Awareness when it comes to taking responsibility of Their own Blood. The Prespective of a Parent that Gets it regardless. A bit of random. Its all good. Stop complaining about caring for your child(ren).

In This Episode you will hear about the quality of life for the average joe affected by politicians and Governtment Officials. You will hear about the struggle of being in a crisis in America and not having the security of your Governtment.