A gentle, honest, and deeply comforting story for anyone living with arthritis, chronic pain, or the slow, careful way of walking that arrives before we realise it.
Told in Gay’s own voice, this reflective episode blends personal insight, spiritual grounding, and practical encouragement for anyone preparing for surgery or learning to live with physical change.
In this first part of When Walking Became Careful, we explore:
• How walking quietly becomes cautious
• The subtle compensations we make without noticing
• Living around pain instead of with it
• The spiritual mindset that prepares the body for healing
• Gentle visualisation, self-talk, and intuitive support
• Why strengthening the legs and calming the mind matters
• Hope, confidence, and remembering your own power
• The truth that we don’t lose our natural walk — we tuck it away for safekeeping
This calming, steadying story is especially meaningful for listeners who are:
• Facing hip replacement or joint surgery
• Living with arthritis or chronic pain
• Navigating ageing with courage and humour
• Looking for gentle companionship and understanding
• Seeking spiritual tools for healing and resilience
• Wanting a peaceful voice to keep them company at night
This is Part One of the journey — from the first signs of change to reclaiming strength and preparing for a new chapter.
Stay with me for the next steps: the threshold, the surgery day, and the beautiful return waiting on the other side.
If this story comforts you, you are welcome back anytime.
Another chapter — and another gentle light — will be waiting for you.
A gentle, reflective tale for anyone who lives alone — by choice, by change, or by circumstance — and is learning to find peace, strength, and meaning in the quiet.
This story from Whispering From the Rowan Tree blends soft village life, emotional healing, and the art of building a calm, contented life on your own terms.
In this episode you’ll hear about:
• The cottage at the edge of the lane
• Slow mornings, small rituals, and the comfort of familiarity
• What it means to keep a peaceful home when life has changed
• Simple acts of kindness, belonging, and connection
• Letting go of drama and choosing emotional steadiness
• How to build a life that doesn’t argue with itself
• The quiet bravery of being content in your own company
This story offers companionship, calm, and gentle healing for listeners who are navigating:
• Living alone after divorce
• Living alone after loss
• Empty nest years
• Solitude, overwhelm, or loneliness
• The need for grounding, soft storytelling, and emotional rest
A short guided visualization is included at the end, to help you unwind, breathe deeply, and settle into the evening with ease.
If this story keeps you company, you are welcome back anytime.
Another quiet tale — and a warm light in the window — will be waiting.
In The Lavender Ladies’ Summer Pact, midsummer has arrived in Alder Vale — but something in the air feels slightly off. The bees are uneasy, the lavender blooms shy, and the village well stands lower than it should. Then comes the gentle knock at Nell Rowan’s door.
Mrs. Harcourt — back straight as a chimney brush, hat pinned like duty itself — appears to remind Nell of something long forgotten: a pact once kept by the Lavender Ladies, a group of wise women who quietly tended not only to the people of the village but to the land itself.
As Nell and Mrs. Harcourt walk together through hedgerows and memories, they revive the threefold Summer Pact —
Return, Refresh, Remember — bringing lavender and rosemary, cool water, and tokens of gratitude back to the places that have been overlooked.
The story unfolds like a spell of gentle repair, reminding us that when we tend what’s frayed — the soil, the edges, the heart — the world begins to breathe easier too.
Blending soft mystery, folklore, and the comfort of English village life, The Lavender Ladies’ Summer Pact continues the world of Whispering from the Rowan Tree, offering calm, wisdom, and renewal in equal measure.
Themes:
• Renewal and remembrance
• The quiet power of women’s traditions
• Healing through ritual and kindness
• Nature, intuition, and tending the edges of life
Includes:
• A reflective narrative featuring Nell Rowan and Mrs. Harcourt
• A guided visualization: A Small Summer Pact You Can Keep
• A closing blessing — “May your path be kind underfoot, and may the lavender remember your name.”
Perfect for reflective evenings, gentle sleep, or moments when you need to remember that small acts of care still matter.
A reflective story for those who live quietly alone and wonder what comes next.
When Arthur Lane wakes to another silent morning, the kettle and two cups remind him of all that endures — warmth, memory, and the kindness that lingers in simple rituals.
Joined by Nell Rowan, he learns that love can remain in the smallest gestures — and that even a second cup can keep the world turning.
A gentle, healing tale from Whispering from the Rowan Tree.
If you’re here because you’re curious, or because you’ve lost confidence in your own intuition, or because you once loved the cards and put them away, you’re in the right place.
We live in a world that often mistakes kindness for weakness.
The Kindness We’re Told to Outgrow is a quiet, heartfelt reflection — a companion to The Little Creature Who Didn’t Hit Back — written and read by Gay, under the whispering branches of the Rowan Tree.
This episode is for every gentle-hearted person who was told to “toughen up,” every parent trying to raise kind children in an unkind world, and every soul who’s learned the hard way that softness is not a flaw.
Through the lens of Moss’s woodland story, this episode explores:
-The difference between niceness and true kindness
-How to teach children that boundaries and compassion can coexist
-The adult struggle to stay gentle in a hard world
-The quiet strength of those who refuse to let life make them cruel
You’ll also be guided through a peaceful visualization — sitting beneath the great Rowan Tree with Moss, rediscovering your own safe and steady heart.
If you’ve ever been called “too soft,” “too forgiving,” or “too kind,” this story will remind you:
you’re not too much — you’re what the world still needs most.
A soft, heartfelt story for little listeners with big feelings.
The Little Creature Who Didn’t Hit Back is a gentle tale about kindness, boundaries, and bravery — written and read by Gay for children like Moss, who feel deeply and care greatly.
Moss is a small woodland creature who never wanted to hurt anyone.
But when the other young creatures begin to play too roughly, he feels torn between standing up for himself and staying kind.
With help from the wise Rowan Tree, Moss learns that being kind doesn’t mean letting others hurt you — it means being brave enough to stay gentle, to say “That’s not okay,” and to walk away when something doesn’t feel right.
In this calming story:
• Children learn how to set boundaries kindly and safely
• Themes of empathy, friendship, and inner strength
• A gentle message that kindness and courage can live together
• Soothing storytelling rhythm — perfect for bedtime or classroom calm
A comforting listen for children who struggle with rough play, sensitivity, or feeling misunderstood.
Because true strength lives in gentle hearts.
Not every story is meant to soothe — some are meant to awaken.
When the Ego Sat at the Table is a powerful Rowan Files Mystery written and read by Gay, through the voice of Nell Rowan.
It’s a truth-telling story about the quiet damage caused by unchecked ego — especially the kind that hides behind confidence, control, and silence.
A man arrives at Nell’s cottage carrying a letter from his estranged daughter — a letter that exposes the emotional wounds left behind by a father who thought authority was love. Through a tarot reading and raw honesty, Nell helps him confront the truth he’s spent a lifetime avoiding.
This story carries a direct message to men and fathers:
that awareness, accountability, and tenderness can still begin — even after years of silence.
What you’ll experience:
• A story about ego, truth, and emotional responsibility
• A powerful letter from a daughter that breaks generational silence
• Nell Rowan’s quiet but unwavering counsel on accountability
• A direct call for men to stop the pattern and start the healing
• A mindful visualization: The Table of the Mind — where ego, truth, and the higher self meet
This episode may challenge you — but it will also move you.
Because healing begins when honesty finally takes its seat at the table.
When anxiety grips, when your chest feels tight, when thoughts spiral faster than your breath — this gentle story is for you.
The Woman Who Forgot to Breathe is a calming, healing tale from Whispering from the Rowan Tree — written and read by Gay through the soft voice of Nell Rowan.
Part meditation, part story, it offers immediate comfort for anxiety, overthinking, and pre-panic moments, helping you slow your breath, quiet your mind, and return to peace.
What you’ll experience:
• A soothing narrative about remembering how to breathe again
• Gentle guidance for panic, rumination, and racing thoughts
• A mindful visualization and breath-anchoring moment led by Nell Rowan
• A story woven with tarot symbolism — The Star, hope and renewal after overwhelm
• Calming sound-imagery from the English countryside of Alder Vale
Perfect for bedtime, anxious days, or any moment when the world feels too loud.
Just press play, breathe with the story, and let the calm return.
Welcome to Whispering from the Rowan Tree, where gentle storytelling meets quiet wisdom for life’s burdens and blessings.
In A Soft Story for Aching Days, Nell Rowan shares a tender reflection for anyone living with aching joints, stiff mornings, or the slow rhythm of time in the body.
Through tea, tarot, and kindness, Nell reminds us that healing is not about rushing, it’s about learning to walk gently with time.
This soft, mindful episode blends story, meditation, and visualization to soothe both body and spirit.
🌿 You’ll experience:
Perfect for listening before sleep, during recovery, or on quiet mornings when the world moves too fast.
Pour something warm, settle in, and let this soft story hold you for a while.
What if your tears were never weakness, but wisdom?
In The Woman Who Wept Like the Sky, a moving Rowan Files Mystery, Nell Rowan meets a woman who cannot stop crying… tears that appear without permission, in shops, in cinemas, even among flowers in the market square. Through tarot, truth, and a little rain, Nell helps her discover what the heart has been trying to say all along.
🌧 You’ll experience:
• A gentle, emotional mystery set in the English village of Alder Vale
• Symbolic tarot moments with The Moon and The Star — mirrors of emotion and renewal
• A reflection on why we cry, and how tears can cleanse rather than shame
• A soft guided visualization to help listeners release held emotion and rest peacefully
If you’ve ever cried without knowing why… if you’ve ever been told to stop… if your softness has ever felt too heavy, this story is for you.
Press play, breathe, and let the rain fall where it needs to.
Strange lights in the Dell. Names tucked beneath jam-jar candles. A village that gossips first and then remembers how to keep watch.
In The Lavender Ladies & the Candle in the Dell, Nell Rowan listens as Alder Vale wrestles with three flickering lights under an elder tree. Are they ghosts, mischief… or a home for love that hasn’t left? With the Lavender Ladies quietly tending jars and names, some for the dead, some for the living, this gentle folklore mystery becomes a tender ritual about grief, remembrance, and the small ways a community holds one another.
You’ll experience:
• A cozy village mystery with folklore, candles, and night-whispers
• Grief & healing handled softly, names, memories, and keeping watch
• Tarot moments (Hermit, Star, Six of Cups) as lanterns, not predictions
• Slow, soothing narration with a safe emotional landing
If you love cozy mysteries, magical realism, village life, and heart-mending stories, press play. Let the candles speak and feel held by a community that remembers.
Do your thoughts keep circling the same worry?
The Man Who Turned the Stone is a gentle Calming Mind Tales episode about rumination—how overthinking traps us, and how to set thoughts down without a fight.
When a restless man visits Nell Rowan, a quiet conversation, a few reflective cards, and a simple practice with a smooth river stone help him step out of his mental loop. You’ll be guided to do the same.
In this episode, you’ll experience:
• A soothing, story-led approach to overthinking and rumination
• A compassionate reframe of intrusive loops (no harsh “fixing”)
• A guided visualization to “set down the stone” thought by thought
• Soft pacing, warm narration, and a safe emotional landing
Press play, breathe, and let this story remind you: you can choose when to hold a thought—and when to set it down.
Trouble switching your mind off at night? Sink into The Meadow of Whispering Ferns, a gentle 25–30 minute sleep story from Calming Mind Tales, to quiet racing thoughts and invite deep, restorative rest.
Walk barefoot into a soft green meadow, hear ferns whisper like a lullaby, and let each breath release the day. This story isn’t meant to be “followed”—it’s meant to be felt. If you drift off mid-way, that’s perfect.
You’ll experience
• Slow, soothing narration designed for bedtime
• Nature imagery that settles the nervous system
• A guided visualization to melt tension and worry
• No jolting plot turns—just a safe, sleepy landing
Press play, close your eyes, and let the meadow remember your name.
Sleep well.
New to tarot—or feeling rusty? This episode shows you how to read the cards without memorizing 78 meanings.
In The Cards Remember You, Nell Rowan (your soft-spoken guide) turns tarot into story-listening: a mirror for your inner life, not a performance.
In this episode, you’ll learn & feel:
• Majors vs. Minors, simply: the soul’s journey vs. the day-to-day
• The Four Suits as “four doors”: Wands (fire/ideas), Cups (feeling), Swords (mind/truth), Pentacles (earth/body)
• Easy spreads that work: One-Card, Past-Present-Future, Mind-Body-Spirit
• Reversals, demystified: inner, blocked, soft, or releasing—no stress
• “Scary” cards, reframed: Tower, Devil, Ten of Swords as honest lanterns
• A quiet visualization to help you trust what you already know
This is tarot for beginners, returners, and the quietly curious—gentle, practical, and deeply human. If you love cozy storytelling, mindfulness, and intuitive wisdom, press play and let the cards read you back.
Listen now and remember: you don’t have to be perfect to read tarot.
You just have to show up. The cards remember you.
Struggle to fall asleep? Let this gentle bedtime story carry you into rest.
The Thimble on the Toadstool, part of the Calm to Sleep series, is a 25–30 minute sleep story written and read by Gay — created to slow your thoughts, quiet your body, and guide you softly into dreams.
You’ll wander a moonlit forest path, cross whispering streams, and discover a secret ring of toadstools where a silver thimble glows with its own soft memory of moonlight. This isn’t a tale to follow — it’s a dreamlike journey to feel, not think.
In this sleep story, you’ll experience:
• A slow, calming narration designed for bedtime
• Nature-rich imagery to soothe the nervous system
• Gentle sensory details to release tension and anxiety
• A soft landing into sleep, with no abrupt endings or alarms
Let the forest remember your name. Let the world go quiet.
Press play, close your eyes… and drift into peace.
Can’t sleep? Let this soft-spoken bedtime story carry you into rest.
In The Lamplighter’s Path, you’ll walk with Nell Rowan through a sleeping village, following a quiet lamplighter who brings peace with every lamp he lights.
No meditation. No counting. Just calm storytelling, rich with cozy imagery and a gentle tarot reflection at the end — perfect for deep sleep, anxiety relief, and bedtime comfort.
Whether you’re feeling restless, lonely, or wide awake at 2 a.m., this story is a safe place to land.
What You’ll Hear:
• A peaceful 25–30 minute story told by Nell Rowan
• A sleepy English village with soft lamplight and waves
• Comforting scenes (a cat at the bakery, ivy in the wind, warm windows glowing)
• Subtle narration cues that relax the body and slow the mind
• A single tarot card drawn quietly at the end — not for prediction, but for peace
• A soft outro speaking to those who once followed Calming Mind Therapy
If you searched for…
• “bedtime story for anxiety”
• “calming voice to fall asleep”
• “relaxing adult sleep podcast”
• “fall asleep without meditation”
• “slow storytelling for deep rest”
…you’re in the right place.
You don’t have to sleep right away.
You don’t have to clear your thoughts.
You’re allowed to simply listen — and let the lamplighter carry the rest.
Nell will leave the lamp on for you.
Have you ever wondered if your best years are behind you?
In this moving episode of Whispering From the Rowan Tree, Nell Rowan meets The Man Who Counted Time — a 76-year-old woodcarver who feels his usefulness has slipped away. He spends his days counting what’s left, until a quiet encounter with Nell, a few cards laid on the table, and a lantern of wisdom remind him that it is never too late to begin again.
This story blends the warmth of English village life with healing insight, folklore, and tarot — offering a tale of self-worth, grief, and the quiet courage it takes to keep carving beauty into the world.
In this episode, you’ll discover:
• How aging and grief can feel like invisibility — and how to find meaning again
• A tarot reading that reframes time as purpose, not loss
• The healing power of small acts that ripple through a community
• A guided visualization with a sundial to help you rest in presence and possibility
If you’ve ever felt left behind, wondered if it’s too late, or longed to matter in quiet ways, this story is for you.
Press play, and let this tale remind you: the measure of life is not how much time is left, but what you choose to do with it.
Have you ever stood outside a door, heart racing, unsure if you could walk in?
In this heartfelt episode of Whispering From the Rowan Tree, Nell Rowan welcomes A Nervous First-Time Visitor — a man named Oliver, whose life has been shaped by self-doubt, watchfulness, and the quiet cost of nervousness carried since childhood.
What begins as a simple tarot reading becomes something deeper: not prophecy, but reflection — a mirror held up to the ways nervousness shapes who we are, how we love, and how we learn to trust ourselves again.
In this story, you’ll experience:
• A deeply relatable portrait of anxiety and self-doubt
• How childhood survival instincts follow us into adult life
• A tarot reading that reveals nervousness not as weakness, but as memory
• A quiet, healing conversation on self-trust and the bravery of showing up
• A soothing visualization to help you feel seen, safe, and enough
This episode is for anyone who has ever felt “too much” or “not enough,” for those who second-guess themselves in silence, and for anyone longing to know: you are not alone in your nervousness.
Press play, settle in, and let this story remind you that being here — exactly as you are — is already brave.
It started with the tree.
Not the house, not the garden, but a towering maple whose bark carried stories like stitches of time. Beneath its green cathedral of leaves, Nell Rowan begins to sense that the tree remembers… griefs, joys, secrets, and whispers left behind by generations before her.
In this deeply reflective episode of Whisperings From the Rowan Tree, you’ll journey with Nell into the quiet presence of the maple in Whispers Beneath the Maple. Through its rooted silence, she discovers how places hold memory, how nature witnesses us without judgment, and how healing sometimes comes not through answers, but through presence.
In this story, you’ll experience:
This story is for anyone who has ever felt comfort sitting beneath a tree, sensed more in stillness than in words, or longed to know that their presence leaves a trace.
Press play, breathe deep, and step beneath the leaves, where memory, healing, and wonder linger.