If we are lucky, or perhaps just paying attention, at some point in each day there is an opportunity to be blown away by the mysterious workings of the universe. A moment arrives that forces the mind to be quiet, and the blast of the infinite washes over us. The blockage between you and your connection to life itself is suddenly lifted, and a sense of clarity and wonder sweeps you towards a higher level of consciousness, away from boredom and expectations of more of the same.What happens to dissipate that feeling and bring the blockage back in full force, or stronger than before? How can we be more welcoming of awe and wonder at this blast of the infinite, and less prone to drift back to blah and endless chatter? Please join us as Chris Douglas goes into this topic, revealing how close we are at any moment to the blast of the infinite, and the connection to life itself.
An interview with Chris Douglas from 2009, apprentice to Carlos Castaneda in the final years of Castaneda's life. Interview covers Chris' early life and the beginnings of his forays into the beyond, including his time with Carlos Castaneda.
Volney joins this episode to explore the deep personal and spiritual journey of becoming your most authentic self. Him and Chris discuss:
Trusting your inner guidance and letting go of the need for outside validation
Embracing courage, individuality, and the warrior spirit to face life's challenges
Releasing negative energy and outdated identities
Understanding the difference between consensus reality and your unique truth
The soul’s guidance and its role in personal transformation
The importance of love, empathy, boundaries, and connection in relationships
Learning through imperfection, taking responsibility, and practicing self-care
Reflecting on reality, choice, and the evolving nature of the spiritual path—especially during the difficult “third decade” of growth
Covered Topics:
The origin and evolution of a 20-year friendship rooted in growth and authenticity
Building and sustaining intentional community without control or dogma
The power of being real: authenticity over spiritual performance
“The Truth Game” — an unfiltered practice of radical honesty and accountability
Understanding identity vs. the sensing, living self within
Lessons from nature and plant medicines on personal and spiritual transformation
The role of mothers and Mother’s Day reflections on nurturing, challenge, and gratitude
Energetic awareness: where your energy goes and how it’s consumed
Shifting consciousness: navigating between dimensions of perception
How presence and wellbeing emerge when we drop the need to control
Relationships as mirrors: learning through conflict, love, and vulnerability
Stories of community living, spiritual experiences, and witnessing the unseen
Humor, humility, and the importance of not taking yourself too seriously
🎙️ Episode Summary – Key Topics Covered:
The identity is not a living being, but a collection of thoughts, beliefs, and programming.
How societal conditioning and external validation shape a false self.
The dangers of obsessing over identity, status, or image.
The role of the soul in guiding us toward authenticity and inner clarity.
How discernment and sovereignty arise when we listen to the soul over the ego.
The power of plant medicine to reveal hidden behaviors and challenge the false self.
Sobriety as a tool for razor-sharp introspection and inner transformation.
Presence and humility as pathways beyond ego and into truth.
The commercialization and identity issues within modern plant medicine communities.
Letting go of the “manufactured self” to access peace, purpose, and true connection.
In this deeply reflective episode, we begin by examining the crisis in veterans' mental health—highlighting the staggering reality of 22 blind veterans struggling without proper support or care. We explore the systemic gaps in counseling, medication, and community, and what must be done to support those who have served.
The conversation then shifts inward as we explore how to manage uncomfortable emotions and energies. Through presence, self-awareness, and emotional discipline, we discover how these energies can be harnessed instead of suppressed.
Next, we venture into the realm of spiritual experience—where consciousness expands beyond the physical and encounters with otherworldly entities challenge our understanding of purpose and awareness.
Finally, we reflect on modern society’s impact on personal development—dissecting the influence of celebrity culture, internet-driven norms, and the powerful role parents play in shaping the next generation’s values.
This episode is a powerful blend of social commentary, spiritual insight, and personal vulnerability—an invitation to wake up and live more consciously.
Key Points Covered:
The fear of losing our presence, intelligence, and well-being — and how facing it transforms us.
The danger of modern distractions that keep us disconnected from our true nature.
How false identities and external validation weaken authentic growth.
Why real healing requires confronting discomfort and embracing humility.
Clearing identity and learning to trust personal experience over external narratives.
Living with an open heart, clean awareness, and grounded consciousness in a chaotic world.
The importance of embracing the unknown as a path to true freedom and resilience.
Summary:
In this episode, we explore how living from a place of presence and awareness radically shifts the way we experience life. We examine the subtle fears that block our growth, the modern distractions that pull us off course, and the illusions we adopt when we lose touch with ourselves. Through honest reflection, we discuss the power of clearing identity, trusting our direct experiences, and confronting the discomfort that real healing demands. This conversation is a guide for anyone seeking to live more deeply, courageously, and authentically in a world that often rewards the opposite.
What if everything you thought you knew about reality, suffering, and personal power was an illusion? In this mind-expanding episode, we unravel the deeper truths behind spiritual awakening, self-awareness, and the unseen forces that shape our lives.
🔹 The Power of Presence – How clearing mental debris allows life force to flow freely, igniting your true purpose.
🔹 The Danger of External Influences – How hidden forces, narratives, and belief systems shape your perception—and how to break free.
🔹 Light vs. Darkness – Understanding how emanating pure intent and awareness can dissolve fear, negative energies, and unseen obstacles.
🔹 Critical Thinking & Self-Reflection – Why questioning everything, from expert opinions to ingrained societal beliefs, is key to personal liberation.
🔹 Mind as an Energetic Entity – How your thoughts, behaviors, and emotions create your reality and how to master them.
🔹 The Medicine Path & True Growth – The lessons from ancient traditions, personal struggles, and why real transformation requires facing challenges head-on.
This is not just another podcast episode—it’s a call to wake up, reclaim your power, and step into the fullness of your being. Are you ready to break free from illusion and unlock your highest awareness? Press play now. 🎧🚀
In this eye-opening episode of Wide Awake in Babylon, we dive deep into the power of self-awareness and how it shapes our perception of reality. Are we truly in control of our thoughts, or are we being subtly manipulated by societal forces? We explore the dangers of narcissism, the role of introspection in personal growth, and the often-overlooked influence of external validation.
Join us as we discuss the transformational potential of psychedelics, how they can unlock deeper self-understanding, and why reclaiming your own interpretation of the world is essential for true freedom. Whether you're seeking personal growth or questioning the narratives around you, this episode will challenge your perspective and encourage radical self-honesty.
🔹 Topics Covered:
✅ The hidden influence of manipulation in modern society
✅ How narcissism affects relationships and personal growth
✅ The power of self-reflection in breaking free from external control
✅ Using psychedelics as a tool for expanded consciousness
✅ Why perception shapes experience—and how to reclaim yours
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In this thought-provoking episode, we delve into the intricate dynamics of human flourishing and the barriers that threaten it. Exploring real-world examples from history, we uncover lessons from Argentina's economic collapse and Russia's tumultuous aftermath of invading Afghanistan. Both serve as cautionary tales of how systemic destruction leads to a loss of dignity and the arduous task of rebuilding from the ground up. These stories resonate with the vulnerabilities many Americans face today, from a lack of savings to a deficiency in self-sufficiency skills like food storage and cultivation.
The conversation pivots to solutions, emphasizing the critical role of community resilience and integrity. The speaker highlights the power of small, interconnected groups supporting each other in times of crisis and the pressing need for individuals to regain autonomy by mastering self-sufficiency rather than relying on fragile external systems.
Shifting from external systems to inner struggles, the episode examines the complexities of daily agendas filled with spiritual practices like meditation and breathing exercises. While these routines are often designed to foster well-being, the speaker questions whether rigid adherence can sometimes disturb one's true nature. Wrestling with these realities becomes a metaphor for grappling with life’s inherent challenges, including systemic corruption and extortion that hinder societal progress.
In a dramatic turn, the discussion expands to literal and metaphorical demons—forces that possess and disrupt lives. With chilling anecdotes of possession, including accounts of levitation and loss of control, the speaker underscores the importance of cultivating a strong energetic presence and a direct connection to life itself. This "force of being" becomes a potent tool for overcoming both internal struggles and external chaos.
Throughout the episode, the message is clear: flourishing in a world fraught with complexity demands integrity, resilience, and a nuanced approach to change. Whether confronting systemic failures or personal battles, the path to thriving lies in reclaiming control, fostering community, and aligning with the true nature of being.
Tune in for a captivating exploration of what it takes to rise above collapse, both within and without.
Chris recounts an astonishing and otherworldly experience he shared with two friends when they encountered beings from another world. Prepare to have your perspective shifted as we explore how moments like these remind us that life is far more magical and mysterious than we dare to believe.
What if the true battle for your soul was being fought in your own mind? In this gripping episode, we dive deep into the shadowy realm of dark forces that affect every human being — whether you believe in them or not. From the chilling legends of the Wentigo to the unseen Flyers described by Carlos Castaneda, we explore how these forces operate, their link to generational trauma, and the insidious ways they infiltrate our thoughts and actions.
Our special guest, a Peruvian practitioner experienced in Amazonian plant medicine, joins the conversation with unique insights into these spiritual battles. But the story takes a shocking turn: less than 24 hours after this podcast, we had to part ways with him due to his troubling behavior as a violent brujo (sorcerer). It's a raw and unfiltered glimpse into the intensity of these encounters and the importance of discernment when engaging with spiritual figures.
Prepare for an eye-opening discussion that blends folklore, lived experience, and spiritual wisdom to expose the unseen forces shaping our reality. Whether you're a skeptic or a seeker, this episode will leave you questioning the invisible influences at play in your daily life.
Discussed Topics: Plant Dietas, Importance of your Soul, Choosing Suffering Over Comfort, Demon uprising, Spiritual Safety, And some laughter to lighten the mood.
Post-election special! In this episode, we dive into how both sides of the political spectrum are navigating the landscape following Donald Trump’s election as president.
What’s the first step in unraveling the mystery of being alive? Perhaps it begins with recognizing what not to do. Too often, we assume we’re fully aware of our behaviors, yet we spend more time justifying our actions than truly acknowledging them. In this episode, we dive into how these patterns shape our lives and how, when it comes to politics, they can deepen divisions rather than foster understanding. Join us as we explore the power of self-awareness, the traps of self-justification, and the role that honest reflection plays in connecting more authentically with others.
How plants bring up the underlying emotional causes to our suffering.
Psychedelic plants vs psychedelic powders.
Unveiling the Toxic Side of Modern Culture.
In this episode, we dive into the hidden spiritual and ideological dangers lurking within city life. From punk concerts to grocery stores, we'll explore how urban culture imposes a pseudo-reality on humanity, stripping away authentic connection and spirit. We discuss the difference between men and women, the misunderstood power of strong women, and the damaging concept of toxic femininity.
Join us as we uncover the sad truth about spiritual communities, why modern shaman training is nothing more than a façade, and how city living distorts our sense of self and purpose. With reflections on Devo, Eddie Vedder, revolution, and the role of medicine plants, this episode unpacks how cities shape — and sometimes shatter — our spiritual paths.
All about Jesus.
Discussed Topics: Saving your grace, The true spiritual enemy of humanity, Desires are created to derail your path to freedom, Demons, Societal tribalism, the importance of your local community in the end times.
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