In this video, I share a deeply personal experience where I answered a series of questions that unexpectedly led to profound self-awareness around childhood trauma, people-pleasing, and feeling like I had to earn my right to exist.
What you’re hearing is my real-time reflection, my honest answers, and why this process impacted me so deeply. This experience may not feel the same for everyone, and that’s okay. Healing is not one-size-fits-all.
This video is shared for reflection and awareness, not as a solution or method.
⚠️ Trigger / Content Warning:
This video discusses childhood emotional trauma, abandonment, people-pleasing, and feelings of unworthiness or not feeling worthy of being here. Please take care of yourself while watching and pause if needed.
🧠 Disclaimer:
This video is not therapy, and I am not a licensed mental health professional. I’m sharing my personal experience only. If therapy or professional mental health support feels like the best option for you, I fully encourage that.
If you choose to try this yourself, please do so slowly, honestly, and with self-compassion. You do not need to push yourself through all of it at once.
Prompt:
Ask me 10 questions one at a time that will reveal more about myself than I myself have ever known. Don’t tell me why you’re asking.
If emotions come up that feel overwhelming, please pause and seek support from a trusted person or a licensed professional.
A Gentle Reminder
What was powerful for me may feel neutral, emotional, or uncomfortable for someone else — and all of that is valid. You don’t need to “get” anything from this for it to be meaningful.
You are allowed to move at your own pace.
If this resonated with you, you’re not alone 🤍
Thank you for being here and for witnessing this part of my journey.
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So many of us carry trauma in our bodies without even realizing it. We repeat the same cycles, attract the same relationships, and feel stuck in the same patterns—not because we’re broken, but because our nervous systems are still trying to protect us from things that already happened.
In this episode, I’m opening up about the moments that shaped me:
• How my dad going to prison created wounds that later showed up as toxic and abusive relationships
• How losing my brother at 23 reinforced the belief that love leaves
• And how these experiences kept my body living in the past, even when my mind wanted to move forward
But more importantly, I talk about how healing begins when you stop identifying with your past and start identifying with who you’re becoming.
You cannot step into your future if you’re still arguing for your limitations. You cannot attract healthy love if you’re still carrying the belief that love is unsafe. You cannot rise if your nervous system is still bracing for impact.
We dive into:
✨ How trauma lives in the body
✨ Why your patterns repeat—and how to break them
✨ What it means to “move through” your trauma instead of avoiding it
✨ Practical ways to shift from survival mode into self-love, empowerment, and expansion
My intention with this episode is to help you see your own story differently—to recognize that what happened to you isn’t who you are. You are allowed to write a new chapter. You are allowed to heal. You are allowed to have a future that looks nothing like your past.
If this resonates with you, make sure to subscribe and share this with someone who needs it. We’re healing together here. 🤍✨
In this episode, we’re talking about something most people feel every day but can’t explain — the way trauma lives inside the body long after the moment has passed. Trauma doesn’t just sit in your mind. It settles into your muscles, your posture, your breathing, and your energy centers.
Each chakra holds a different type of emotional imprint, and depending on what you’ve lived through, your body carries that experience in its own way:
🔥 Root Chakra — where fear, instability, and survival experiences get stored
🧡 Sacral Chakra — where emotional pain, abandonment, and violations of trust show up
💛 Solar Plexus — where control, power struggles, and self-worth wounds take root
💚 Heart Chakra — where grief, heartbreak, and loss settle into the chest
💙 Throat Chakra — where silence, not being heard, and suppressed truth live
💜 Third Eye — where confusion, denial, and distorted self-perception linger
🤍 Crown — where disconnection from purpose or meaning can feel heavy
This isn’t about being “broken” or “blocked.” It’s about understanding how the body remembers what the mind tries to move past. When you can name where your pain has been living, you can finally understand why you feel the way you do.
If this episode speaks to you, thank you for being here. Your body has carried so much — and becoming aware of it is powerful on its own.
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We get it — you’re busy, you’re grinding, you’re “doing the work.”
But let’s be real… when did exhaustion become a personality trait?
In this episode, I’m calling out the obsession with hustle culture and the belief that struggle equals success. We’ll talk about how “working hard” can actually keep you stuck in lack, why your energy matters more than your effort, and how to shift from forcing to flowing.
Because alignment attracts more than burnout ever will — and it’s time to stop worshiping the grind and start trusting your energy.
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What if your breakdown was never a breakdown — but a doorway? In this episode, we talk about the moments that strip you bare, the ones that feel like punishment but are really your soul’s initiation into power. I’ll share how my own rock bottom became the exact thing that awakened me. This one’s for anyone who’s tired of asking “why me?” and ready to see that the pain was never the ending — it was the beginning.
Let’s talk about the ghosts that don’t live in haunted houses — they live in our phones and our patterns. 👀
In this Halloween episode, we unpack ghosting from both sides — why people disappear, how it affects our energy, and what it really means spiritually.
I share my personal story of being the ghoster, the lessons it taught me, and how to stop letting fear make you vanish when connection gets real.
Because every time we ghost, we run from our own truth — but healing means finally facing it.
This isn’t the same show you remember — this is the evolution.
I’m done holding back, dimming down, or trying to sound “spiritual enough.”
This episode marks the rebirth of my podcast as Who Cares? — a space for unfiltered truth, healing, and the kind of real talk that hits the soul and makes you laugh a little.
I’m sharing what sparked this rebrand, what “Who Cares?” really means, and how I’m stepping into my next era with more honesty, sass, and soul than ever before.
If you’ve been craving a podcast that blends empowerment, spirituality, and unapologetic authenticity — welcome home.
Because honestly… who cares what people think when you’re finally being yourself?
Quitting to Begin
I didn’t just quit a job after 10 years…
I quit who I was told to be. I quit everything I knew.
In this episode, I talk about what it really feels like to walk away from the “safe” path—
the one society praises, even when it’s killing your soul.
This isn’t just about leaving a job.
It’s about leaving autopilot.
Leaving survival mode.
Leaving the version of you that settled.
If you’ve ever felt trapped, burnt out, or meant for more…
this episode will feel like permission to finally choose yourself.
Society teaches us to follow the rules: go to school, get the job, fit in, stay quiet, don’t question anything. We’re taught to be “normal,” to choose safety over purpose, and to ignore the voice inside us that knows we’re meant for more.
But what if the “normal” path is actually what’s keeping us small?
In this episode, we’re calling out the sheep mentality—and waking up from it. I share how I started breaking free from expectations, thinking for myself, and trusting my intuition even when it went against what everyone else was doing.
If you’ve ever felt like you were made for more—but everyone around you was content staying the same—you’re not crazy. You’re awakening.
This is the beginning of choosing soul over system, purpose over programming, and becoming the version of you that was never meant to blend in.
Because the world doesn’t need more followers…
It needs more awakened leaders.